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i am not one to blog but decided to jump in head first. I was sitting in my office thinking back to several years ago, daydreaming , and found myself back in time...

my heart raced as I waited for Her to arrive. i so longed for this and wanted this but a part of me was afraid. The words “dominant sadistic streak” kept echoing in my head. i reflected on O/our first meeting and the reminder that she went easy on me. i told her of my desire to please and suffer for her and her response took my breath away….”W/we shall see.”

It was then that i heard the knock at the door. i jumped up amd walked to the door. The adrenaline was pumping and i was shaking. Trying to appear calm, i smiled as i opened the door. Her smile totally disarmed me. i took her bag and started to unpack her toys and “implements of destruction.” It’s funny how such simple items can cause so much delicious pain. The smell of leather was intoxicating. She excused herself to get ready as i completed my task. i looked at each item as i prepared the tools; lining them all up. i wondered which ones She would use on me. It was like She had read my mind, as she said take them all out… "I plan to use them all on you." Then she disappeared into the bathroom.

i lined up the floggers, the crops, the paddles, the canes, the dragontail (so small and sexy yet so powerful), and the straps. i followed with the restraints and then the dildos…stopping at the large glass one and taking a deep breath. Last were the nipple clamps, the bag of clothespins, and the vampire gloves. I remember the gloves from our first session; how she tested me and my pain tolerance. i could feel my nipples becoming erect at the sight of the gloves. The pain they endured for Mistress….all for that smile.

She returned as i was finishing the preparations and took a seat. She commanded that i strip and come closer as i did. i wanted to rip my clothes off as the tension was building. i slowly removed my clothes on article at a time. As i slid off to my slacks, the black lace panties were revealed. i had picked them out for Mistress. She approved.

i stood before Her as commanded; felt her embrace me and pull my head to her chest as she proceeded to suffocate me. i closed my eyes and embraced the moment. i tried breathing but it was futile…my lungs wanted air….i didn’t fight, though. It was then that i realized i was Her’s. She released me i gasped for air and was able to get a quick breath, but she pulled me back and again took control of my breath. i submitted. i was intoxicated.  i was against Her chest…Her lovely breast. i could smell her scent. When She released me again, i thanked Her and gently kissed her soft skin. She stopped and smacked my face, “I did not give you permission, slut.”

She ordered me to kneel and attached my wrist and ankle restraints. With each wrist restraint, she raised my hand up high. She guided each hand; one by one, over her breast, down her side, over her hip, and onto her thigh. i so wanted to squeeze, to press harder, but wasn’t sure if this was a test. The teasing was so intense. As she attached the ankle restraints, i was inches from Her pussy. So wanting to glide my tongue along her clit, wanting to taste her; but again called upon all i had to use restraint. i did not wish to displease Her.

i crawled to the bed not sure what awaited me, not sure if i was strong enough to take what she would give me, but knowing i was ready to do my best. As i laid there spread eagle on my belly, my ass propped in the air, and Mistress restraining my arms and legs to the chains, i could feel an electricity throughout my body. Through all my fear, my cock gave me away.

i could feel Her behind me pressing her thigh to my ass. The ass which would soon become Hers. i pressed back. “Good slut.” i heard the sound of the glove snapping as she prepared to enter me with her finger. As She did, i relaxed and let Her in. This was a first for me. i normally tensed up…this time was different. i wanted this…i wanted to be Her bitch. She worked her finger in and out, fucking me. The true slut in me met her thrusts. She inserted a vibrating dildo and set the speed so as to always remind me it was there.

She brought out a flogger and rubbed my cheek with it. As she did, i found my body accepting it and caressed it with my cheek, i wanted to make love to it…we would soon be one. My body embraced each stroke. iI could feel the intensity growing and the pain. Then she stopped and teased me with the softness of the flogger as it brushed my back ever so gently. Yes….i was Her’s. Mistress started again with a rhythm that took my breath away. “Breathe pet.” i arched my back as I breathed in rhythm fashion…like a woman in labor. Feeling the burn on my back and butt…grunting and groaning like an animal. Close to reaching my tolerance level, She read my mind and stopped.

What was next? I closed my eyes and waited.