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Male Switch, 48, indianapolis, Indiana
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About Lovemadaddy
Okay so here it goes. This is the first time I have ever spoken or written about this part of me. Up until recently I thought I would have to keep what I thought was my dark little secret to myself forever but I realise to be truly happy and fulfilled I can no longer suppress who I really am. ?
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If I take it back to when I think it all started.. When I was a few weeks old I was looked after by a family friend and her family while my mother went back to work. ?Her husband and three older children treated me like their own, I was part of the family and because I was the youngest I was the baby of the family. I loved being with them and felt safe, secure and happy, they adored me and I adored them. One memory of that time was when I was about 3 years old, my big 'sister' (who was about 9 years old) picked me up and stuck her thumb in my mouth as she wanted to pretend to give me a bottle, at first I gagged a bit but as I loved being the baby and loved and trusted her I sucked her thumb as she rocked me on her lap. I enjoyed being babied and this continued. ? About a year later my mother met someone and decided to relocate across the other side of the country and I was taken away from everyone I knew and loved. I was very unhappy and wet the bed for about 2 years after. When I was about 9 or 10 yrs old I got my mother to buy me real dummys for my dolls, so I could secretly suck on them at night. I didn't know at the time why I did these things but it made me feel content and secure.
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Fast forward to my first boyfriend, when I was 16 years old I made the mistake of calling him daddy and asking for a cuddle one night, I had never done this before but it seemed natural to me especially if I was feeling vulnerable or even just randy. His reaction wasn't good, he was horrified and told me to never call him that again, I didn't. We split up some time later, I never called anyone that again. I haven't been my little self fully with anyone the only time I allow myself to go there is when I touch myself. I used to wonder what was wrong with me and felt ashamed, back then the internet was still on dial up so you would have been quicker writing your issue to an agony aunt and sending it by pigeon.?
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I'm now a 36 year old with a job I enjoy and a nice home, I'm a very private person, but outgoing at the same time, I'm attractive, intelligent and independent,?I'm also very cheeky with dimples to match! My little self can be kinky and I would like to explore this more. I seem to have admirers younger than myself which is great as I look a lot younger than my years and I jog so I'm in good shape. I have had a few relationships, but I have never married as?I've?always known they?weren't?the one. I haven't disclosed this part of me or my 'kink' to anyone for fear of being rejected if I'm honest. I've never truly let my guard down and let someone in entirely. As I've searched the internet for answers I couldn't believe that there were other people like me, when I read what a Daddy dom was (about 2 yrs ago) it was such a relief as it's the type of relationship I'm looking for.?I know when I trust someone I can finally be my whole self and give myself to them fully and completely. Could you be my very first daddy Dom?
Update: thanks for the lovely messages esp from older daddies but I'm really looking for a daddy no older than 45yrs old. And I live way up North. And to Domination109 who called me stupid and that I should be blocked for not putting where I live, theres a very good reason for that and when I trust someone I will tell them and not before, you arsehole. |
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