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Is there someone for me? Someone who cares? Not cares to fuck. But cares. |
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What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.” |
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Well my Bestest friend came home from overseas. I will say Ri makes everything come to light. I have had the best time with her. Went to my favorite Club too. One more night would be wonderful there. Cross fingers. So as I wait for a real person, I sure did have fun. To Best friends. makes everything better for a moment.
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It seems my writing comes in loneliness, I am not a sad person. Just a nymph looking for her mate |
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Why must one lie an not be truthful. I do not ask for much. I don't ask for it,it is offered. Not truly offered |
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I have that need to be filled desire to. u |
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I waited for that spark. It never came |
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I need something new, something exciting. There is a spark. A desire. Need. |
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Is spring , one of the best times of year in Atlanta. Long for new adventure. Could one desire me as I desire to love? That empty space so longing to be filled |
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Nothing erases the pain and pleasure, the impossible intensity of love and its dog-leaping happiness, the bleak blackness of passions unrequited, or unexpressed, or unresolved
Nothing erases |
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I wonder if he saw me. If he ever sees me. I want him. I want him in my mind. I want him touching me, I want touch... TOuch me. HOld me. Why, am I not givin these things? |
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Hold me, hold tight. never let me go. Want your smell around me. Kiss me. I wait for your licks. Open me. I wait for you, to take all of me. |
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My need.....painful need. I dream of him, his face looking up to me. My desire for him is unbearable. |
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Why is it so hard to find real? I am not looking for words. I am looking for a man. A real live man that wants me. Not just sex. Something with meaning. And even though I am lonely. I try to be hopeful, is so hard to. |
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I am not saying
I don't have sex. I am saying this.... My real need. Its not play, its not just sex. Is one that is there in the middle of the night for me. One that I reach out to and is there. |
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I want one for me, I want submission. He must be very alpha in the vanilla world. Just one. For me. To pleasure me and keep me warm. To freely give his queen all her desire knowing the love will grow with every display of submission. Not looking to mount or use.... One for me. |
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*alpha sub. You are deliciously bright, creative and witty with a great sense of humor. Day to day, you are decisive and confident, yet genuinely humble and authentic. You are a leader who desires to lead in public but your heart desires to be at home near the safety net of your Lady. For it is near your Lady, that you can let go of all of that responsibility and fully surrender to a deeply loving, empathic Woman who has your best interest at heart. She is your haven because she accepts and nurtures your innate Beta nature. She lovingly acknowledges your need of a motherly domme who directs, controls, and disciplines and humiliates you and you constantly seek her refuge.
You also love to feel jealous. ..Insanely jealous ha-ha ;)…but in a HOT, sexy delicious way. You watch a lover fuck your Queen and you ache because you so badly wish it were you that was inside of her sweet pussy instead of the bull. Watching her mouth moan with ecstasy, your hard cock hard throbs with precum as your watch her pussy gush all over his big dick. Your lips beg to lick the bull’s balls so you can lap up her precious juices that have run down them. You are not Biseaual, but you will do anything to taste her, or to prepare the bulls cock to please her. She will want to tease you to no end and build excitement and “edge” you emotionally, physically, etc. and reign over your mind as your Goddess…
The Female led Cuck/sub marriage: You desire to serve because you understand your place at a powerful Woman’s feet. You also get that strong Women can be very much vulnerable too. (So you grasp the importance of balance). I love to be multi-faceted; strong, tenacious, creative, very soft and feminine…These are not contradictions, but attributes of a multidimensional Woman. You easily ‘get’ that because you are sensitive, astute and emotionally literate.
And eventually, you LOVE the idea of us knowing each other so deeply that you can anticipate my needs before I even express them (over time). You, same as I, will yearn to infuse our relationship with joy, passion, variety, and a deep connection, that we both desire.
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Is there anyone real-life?
Anyone not playing a game?
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I feel all men are the same.
prove me wrong
Or is it the men I chose? |
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Does anyone read this? ......Alone....Anyone as lonely as me? |
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I still look for real. So rare. I had no clue |
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I am searching. Still. Is there anyone like my first? I was wrong to think I could find that again. Threw it away so easily. Do we always not know what we have? My heart feels the pain. So deep. |
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If you are just a emailer or want nothing but to use me. Please move on. I am real and want the same. Players keep moving. I still have faith. You are out there somewhere. I know it. Is it too much to ask for love? Just a speck? Someone who has the time to spend with me. Someone who wants to hold me and keep me safe. Am I asking for too much? |
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I am alone, it wasn't to be this way. I could of had someone who would truely love me. Was it real? Yes Real now to me. Just a memory. |
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I am alone. Do I feel you, on my skin? I look to see. You are here, but I an alone. With my desire. |
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Did I feel you brush against me? Firm and Powerful, how Sinful can you be? Did you feel my need, my desire? |
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