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Male Submissive, 60, Houston, Texas
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Male Submissive, 30, Norwich
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About Live2ServeUOnly
Hello Superior Female
Thank You for reading my profile.
i enjoy being submissive because it brings out the best in me. i enjoy performing to the best of my abilities to see a smile on Your face when You see me working as You have instructed. As i get to know You i will enjoy being able to learn quickly and surprise You with my devotion to Your needs.
In life i want to be someone You can rely and depend upon, someone You trust and value. i would like to behave so well both at home and out in public that it makes Your friends envious that You found someone so special, devoted and committed to You.
A few years ago, i was in a D/s relationship that lasted for a beautiful 18 months. Unfortunately for me, my Mistress wanted to maintain Her polyamorous lifestyle. i did try to find a place within it but it just was not to be. i was extensively trained to suit "Her" needs. This does not mean that i can instantly fit within Your needs but i am sure that there are certain similarities that You won't disagree with. i am sure that my learning so far will give You a perfect starting place to build from should You want to modify any of my behaviours.
My Ideal Person: my ideal person is someone who wants to have a real life relationship. Let me be clear about this, i want a person who wants to be my girlfriend that could potentially lead to a lasting relationship, someone to bond with and have a normal life with. Behind closed doors i would like to behave in an earnest and submissive way towards You. As we get to know each other then we can work out what activities are going to suit You within the relationship.
i really don't want You to look at my list of fetishes/kinky activities as a list of demands that i require. They are simply activities that i have either been involved in or have an eagerness to try. i have listed quite a few and hope that You have some interest in pursuing some of them. These activities need to be enjoyable for You for them to be enjoyable for me. Nothing on this list is a requirement of what i seek in a relationship, just experimentation and interesting experiences.
Deepest Regards
darryl
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I have moved back to Sydney and am trying to settle things into place again. I can't say that I am actively seeking at the moment. I do come on here occasionally just to browse around and see who is in my area. |
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I have just done a journal entry as you can see below but I was quite interested to see that there is a video on there that I didn't know I put there. I think that I will leave it there as it is just a video of me trying to get the video webcam thing working.
I remember getting it set up and then being at a loss for what to say. It reminds me of a video interview I did early last year. I had a whole heap of things that I wanted to say and get across but when I look into the camera I just went completely blank. Disasterous! |
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I was just looking at my profile pictures and realised how old they are. I was in quite good shape back then and I have quite some work to do to get back into a reasonable figure.
Atleast the biggest hurdle that I have been carrying for the past five years has finally been cleared in this last week and I am feeling so much more freedom and energy than I have felt in years.
I still have many things to do but now feel that I can cope with the challenges ahead. |
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i am really not in a position where i can run off and serve a Mistress, regardless of how fantastic She is. i just don't have my life in order just yet. It is happening, it is moving forward but sometimes it just seems like i may never get there.
i know that i will get there of course, and when the time comes i will thank my lucky stars for not diving into servitude before my life is in order. i did that once before and it put so much pressure on the relationship that i was not able to give my best when the stress levels went into overdrive.
Patience is a virtue and it is a quality that i have. It will come of great use to me as a submissive when serving. It just bores the hell out of me because i know that i am truly alone. |
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i have taken some time to update my profile in the last few days and also to change my "Interests". There are way too many options within this of interests that i had previously been carried away on. i have limited myself to ticking the interests to my BDSM or kinky interest and only a few broader interests that i am either passionate about or very opinionated against i.e. my hard limits. |
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Well, online training is certainly something that should not be taken to heart. There are some things that I have read that have certainly been worth reading but there are others that can only be said to be of interest to a particular lady or Her desires in the type of male she seeks. I think I will stop reading philosophy and poke my head out in the real world with an even mind and a fresh set of perspectives. The training has been interesting, fun, strangely revealing and well worth the time. But time to move on and put myself out there before I leave it too late. Thank You for reading. |
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It has been pointed out to me that i should not let the online course distract me from trying to learn in real life. This is very true and when i move to a better location in the next few months i will begin to look for real life training in earnest. i do realise that the training i am in at the moment will only form a small part of my ability to serve as a worthy slave. i don't believe it to be a waste of time though. If the mind has been trained, the body will follow. Atleast, this is my intention anyway.
Thank You for reading.
My best wishes to You all. |
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This is my 3rd week of online training. i am pleased to say that the training so far has been strictly mental. i have to agree with this approach as it is my brain which has been programmed wrongly and is the area that needs to change. Once i know what to do and what is expected of me in my head, my body will follow.
Assignments so far have included a self-evaluation, understanding the difficulties of being a slave and how to behave/respond to my future Owner in a argumentative situation. i am now working on another assignment, the understanding of what makes a good slave. A list of basic rules that a slave must follow, to show respect, be useful and serve my Owner in the best way possible.
These are early days yet but i am confident that the further i go with this the more competant and knowledgable i will be when i have the honour of being able to apply for Ownership to a Superior Female.
Thank You for reading and best wishes for Your week ahead.
trainee slave darryl |
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