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About Lillie44
a friend that turned out to be a slave started talking to me, and threw her, i started talking to her master, she started trying to push me into dangerous situations so i cut off all contact. But i remain curious. he was in another state.
Everyone is asking me what it is I am looking for. The answer, i am not sure.
The light bondage is a little scary as well as exciting.
From the conversations i had with her Master, I don't know.
Let me tell you a little about me.
it may help you to understand a little on who i am.
I was kicked out at the age of 13. but i was on my own before that. my mother never wanted me.
I am proud to say, the normal things that happen to young girls out there, some did not happen(as in massive drugs,Prostitution) I was lucky and had a lot of saviors in my life.
I was married at 17 but had been with him 4 years when we did wed. I gave birth to my first at 18. He beat 90% of the time we were together. i then got together with the father of my boys. he was another piece of work.
(I never married him, but was a common law)
I could not trust, how could I marry?
I had BS relationships the showed me i could not trust. I would give my trust and only took it away if it was proven i could not. Not hard to figure out how that went.
Then... in 2000, I met my third husband. My first husband beat my body, Rusty, Killed my heart.
So I figure if I am a sub, or possibly someday a slave, under those conditions I could not be hurt.
I had had all i could take before rusty
I had been alone for over 5 years. Raising my young.
Rusty chased me for months, I was not looking and wanted no man in my life, everyone kept telling me to give him a chance, so stupid me.. i did.
for the first 3 years, bliss... we got Married in 02,
in the 4th year I learned that it was all a lie. Lie's cheating, drugs, mental and emotional abuse. thing turned ugly. I went from being the love of his life to his enemy. i dont know what happen'd
there is a lot more to all of this, it is just a quick run down.
My Divorce was final in 05. I have been alone. I am afraid to trust. to let any one in.
I can tell you this, I am not willing to be humiliated or to be displayed in public. I am not into beatings
I dont want to loose who i am. It has taken me many years to figure that out. I like me. i raised me. I dont know if there is a god, higher power. But I live by the golden rule. Do onto others as you would have them do onto you.
I raised myself to have good morals that is just using your head.
again the golden rule.
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iam sure my story is the same as every one's...
Well, i have rec, several messg's? Re: this statement. I retract. I have only rec, 1 negative response, but that is ok,?? I have been made to feel very welcome and cared about. all of the good lucks i get,? thank you all.? Lillie...
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