LGslave

i have been pondering over past journal entrys of late from when i was not owned nor collared.   this was prompted by the fact i am assisting a girl who is just entering slavey by answering her questions with her owners consent. when i dug out some of these i dug them out for her to know that i too felt the same as she when i was not owned nor collared , that i had the same fears , doubts and misgivings.   because my knowledge back then was gained from online experiences only and not real time experience. nothing prepared me for 24/7 nothing prepared me for the shock it was to my system and the fact it was dammed hard to be obedient always.  not answer my Master back something he actually deplores is a gobby wench. so in reading them i was in stitches and thinking of how i dare not do these things i did then when knowing my Master back then was new to me.  i pushed and i pushed and i pushed the goalposts his patience and his tolerance of me and my ways of testing the water were admirable to say the least. now i know my Master far better i could not do nor behave in that manner toward him not from fear of him but from respect for him . but i will say i do fear my Masters wrath and that dam dragon cane of his its my worst and only fear Masters punishments for a bad slave.   yet in reading these journals i read words like i like being a bad girl, and ermm such a brat on purpose.   it is questionable to me now as to why my Master took me on at all .. when i behaved in this manner, i see girls contact him who seem so respectful and so demure and so slave like that i know i was not like that not then.   why because i had had my fair share of the trolls and the on your knees bitch brigade and i had turned from a good little girl who did not say boo to a goose let alone a Master to this bratty girl who would tell them where to go and where to shove it ,preferably down their own throat. but Master saw something behind this facade for that is what it was a pure lye a cover story the real me is 100% slave.. but you had to be able to get past that wall and you needed a sledgehammer or a feather .. you would make your own choice and see what crawled out from beneath the rubble ..

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