Lexytoplease

i just read what i wrote latnight. wow holy depressing!! im actually kinda a fun chick and do want to explore this side of me more, its just that now there is this person that i have to explore around. but i am a fun and very obedient girl. even if i missbehave sometimes. lol

Its been a long time since I have logged onto collarme. In that time I have found love, moved in with him and learned that, love isnt always enough. I live with this man, love this man but feel bullbozed and marginalized everyday. I dont know what I am looking for right now. Perhaps a good chat, some new friends, something to ingite in me something that I fear might be dead, or something more. I really dont know. I would love to chat, get to know people but please understand that, for the time being, I live with, and love someone. Not sure how else to put it.

I have come to understand that being a human being is really hard. And not some of the time, I mean all of the days of the week. What makes us better or worse, more or less intelegent is the way that we deal with the difficulties of life. My mom loves to remind me that the definition of failure is not failing once, but failing at the same thing many many times. How then, can we as people, reach a point where life can remain hard, but it can be that in such a way that doesnt make us feel like failures but instead like sucesses. How do you find the one thing in your life that makes you happy in spite of it all? Be it close friends, partners, a job or something else that fills you up and makes the good days more often and the bad ones few and far between. Cheerie entry I know

Today is Thursday and I cant decide what to do. Should I clean my appartment or should I go see my mom. Both of these things needs to happen but neither of them is particularly plesant at the moment. Which leads me to my point, sometimes we have to do things that we dont necessairly like (Cleaning for example) but once they are done life is easier and much happier. If only the same could be applied to the way we treat the people we come into contact with. You might not like a person but the least you can do is show some respece towards them because they are afterall another human being and the very core of it all.

I was thinking just now how nice it is to be held by someone you trust. That feeling of absolute security and peace is so hard to come by and when you have someone who can give you that with just a touch or an embrase is presious beyond all things. one day, I will have that, and so to, I hope in my deepest of hearts, that you (the reader) will as well. For now though, I have my Cat, Juno. Large, Manly and protective she is not, but entertaining and loving she is, so I have her for now.

There are poeople on the internet who are scum. I recently came across something that made me realize that no matter what someone might say to you, they are not to be trusted. When someone provides you with images, words, video whatever it might be, they are giving it to you, not to anyone else and certainly not for other people to see. If there is anyone who had posted anything that is not rightfully somethign they own, then I hope above all hope that you get what is coming to you. the same pain, humiliation and show of disrespect that they themselves have shown for another person

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