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hay, first i like to tell you something about myself. i'm, a LESBIAN, working and living in Amsterdam. my hobbys are walking, swimming,and biking. i love to be in nature, camping in my holidays. But i also love to visit a museum, old towns, a theatre.
i also love reading books, listen to music.
But sitting on the couch for a talk or to cuddle is also i like to do.

And then why willing to be a salve? i've discovered that i feel myself more relaxed and happier when i've a bossy girlfriend. And it started already long ago that i love to surrender in a relationship and being the sub in a relationship. It took some time, special because i didn't realize those feelings. But someday i met that wonderfull girl who was into SM and being a Mistress. She was so much older then me, and She was so experienced that i follow Her in a totally new world of devotion and surrendering. And after some time i know that i was happy!!! Since a long time i was happy. And in the time i learned a lot about my feelings.
Now i know i am a slave, i want to be a slave, i want to be loved and used as a slave. To be told how to live and dress and love.
So call me slave, call me slut, call me whore, but treat me what i am. i'm a slave, my own, last free will to choose !! How ironic in a certain way :)

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12/22/2009 9:51:16 AM
2009-12-22
What i saw in my own profiel? i started to write down what i like and wanted.
How it comes? A Mistress here told me ( i don't give Her name, but thank You) that She liked the word "surrender" in my profile. And yes, i believe in that. But that is another story.
i was forgotten that i used that word here in this profile. There are more profiles from me in other sites, so i don't know what i write in a profile. Sorry, but if someone tells me something what i've written i must read it myself :)

But here what was the tricker, and confusing for me. i always start with i like this, i like that, i want this, my hobbies are, etc. etc. etc..

And i believe in having a Mistress and i believe in being a slave and i believe in surrendering. To loose myself in my Mistress. Why i do that? Is my life so important then?
Is giving up what i like or want only a choice if my Mistress wants the same i like or want? If She is saying that i must stay home, all day, sitting on a chair the whole day, for a whole week. Am i willing to do that? i believe in surrender as i told you. Yes, i shall listen and obey my Mistress. But are this only words for me now? Words are easy they say, the deed is difficult. Is that living deep in me to surrender totally? And even now, my first thought is: Yes Mistress, i obey. But i don't like it. Can i say that? Why not, even a slave has feelings.

If i have better thoughts, i will write it down.

11/29/2009 12:27:28 PM
30-11-09
i'm here now more then 3 years !!! And in those 3 years i had some Mistresses and some friends. How it comes that a Mistress will stay no longer then ± 6 month? To be honest, its my own fault, when i give myself to a Mistress i ask for things as the presence of my Mistress who MUST be also my lover. To take care of me and to give me also some of Her time. And sometimes i ask to much, becasue i have a busy job now a days. So i don't do all the time what my Mistress want. And i explain then a lot (i'm a big talker) but a Mistress be willing to give me those time i need for my job. And then its possible She feels Herself neglected. And i don't blame Her. Then i must make the choice (with my Mistress) to quit my job and willing to serve Her really 24/7.
but that also means W/we have an income less. And i have a good job. But maybe, with the right Mistress it is possible.  

11/25/2009 2:17:21 PM
You know, dear readers, last weekend i went to the pub. The Stavangerweg 900  in Amsterdam. If you can you must visit it. i went there because i need a drink and a nice talk. There i met a nice girl and we danced and we laughed a lot and of course we drink something (maybe a lot). And you know, the next morning we woke up we laid together in my appartment. And i didn't know a thing what i have done !!! But we had a wonderfull weekend :)

2/9/2007 12:27:11 AM
And here i also see so many nice profiles. i enjoy it to read all the profiles. What lays behind those profiles. Its very nice to read them. Sometimes those profiles with emotion and sometimes with a smile.

10/23/2006 12:01:42 AM
23-10-06
Why this name? With "lesbian" in it?
Easy, to prevent that men are sending messages (and it helps !!). And further this girl is proud to be a lesbian. Why not? And "slave" in my name is for what this girl feel and want. Submisive and happy owned.

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marialove1
 
 Age: 48
 Nashville, Tennessee