Mistress has acces to my profile here. And within a couple of days of starting the profile She ordered me to start, She called me. She told me to get in my car and get my ass over there. Then hung up. i had no idea what made Her so mad, i was realy scared.

When i got there, She had left me a note in the hallway to get undressed and crawl toward the guestroom, then wait for Her, kneeling, bend over, face to the floor.

i did so, and i believe i spent a half an hour worrying before She came in. She started caning my ass, without saying a word, touching me or a glace. After the fifth one i was already crying. And a couple of minutes later i was begging Her to stop. She did stop, but dragged me by my hair on the bed, face up. Then She continued caning, but this time on my tits. i tried to turn over to avoid the strokes, the result was that She hit me with the cane anywhere She could. Then She stopped, went to sit on the end of the bed and was looking at me, in a non pleasant way. She told me that She was displeased to see what a slut i became, how i was playing men, messing with their mind, just to get permission to orgasm. i felt very ashamed of myself and started to appoligize. She stopped me, said She didn't want to hear a word out of my mouth. She told me i crossed a line that i will regret. She wanted me to arrange for us to go to a swingers club, and to suck at least 5 men that night. i had a month to get preparred for this, no excuses, no begging, just do it. She stood up, and gave me 3 dildo's of differend size. She told me i had a week to practice on each of them, and i had to be able to take the biggest one up to the base. To prove i understould, i had to go as deep as i can on each of them now, while She was watching me. i felt so humiliated, but i did what She asked. Next She told me i could thank Her by kissing Her feet, before leaving back home...

I drove home crying. i felt some kind of panic, affraid i might loose Her. Back home i did as told, and practiced on the dildo's. She did call me, and talked to me about how Her day was, about anything, but not about the assignment, and not dominating me. It was extremely hard to do as told, while Mistress stops dominating me.

i did send Her an email with the date and place of the swingers club evening i searched for. That was 3 weeks ago... it was the worst night of my life, but also the horniest one. i hadn't come for over a month by then, i didn't dare to come online here. i sucked 7 men... and Mistress was watching my performance. At the end of the night She told me She was proud of my hard word, but still a slut. She told me She was going to take full controle of my sexuality. If i accepted that, i had to go beg a man to make me orgasm. i couldn't believe what i heared. But did what She wanted me to do. The first two man said 'no'. The third did lick me to orgasm, it was the worst, but strongest one in my life. When we got back to Her place, i finnaly got permission to please Her. i felt loved and cheriched again.

Since that night, Mistress gave me 4 labia piercings, they are almost healed. Next thing will be a lock. i have no idea where this wil lead me, but i am very thankfull toward my Mistress for the new chances. i love Her with all my heart.