...........With the venomous kiss You gave me i'm killing loneliness, With the warmth of Your arms You saved me, Oh, i'm killing loneliness with You. i'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb, i'm killing loneliness...........
(H.I.M....DarkLight)

There is no turning back from this unending path of mine, Serpentine & black it stands before my eyes, To hell & back You will lead me once more, It's all i have as i stumple in & out of grace. i walk thru the gardens of dying light & cross all the rivers deep & dark as the night. Searching for a reason why time would've passed U/us by....With every step i take the less i know myself...This path remains leading me into solitude's arms. i see thru the darkness my way back home. The journey seems endless but i'll carry on. The shadows will rise & they will fall & O/our night drowns in dawn. Admist all the tears there's a smile that all the angels greet w/ an envous song. One look into a stranger's eye & i know where i belong and the path goes on.....
                                                        V.V.

"Life's Journey is not to arrive at the grave safely ina well preserved body,
but, rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out shouting "Holey Shit !! What a Ride !!"

'' The printed word will be the most important technology for sharing ideas during the next century, just as it has been for the 5 centuries since Gutenberg. If for the past 500 years we had been getting info electronically & someone found a way to put in on paper & deliver it to our homes we would marvel at the new print technology & proclaim that it would soon replace the Internet & cable ''..........
...Walter Isaacson

A good friend of mine once told me we are our memory without it we equal nothing. And all i can see is the place i wanna be . Timeless my life was so free. Leaves at my feet , blown to the ground their echos are reaching my ears. Nights comming fast , suns going down~confused.....a7x

You can complaine because the roses have thorns OR You can rejoice because the thorns have roses....quote by ziggy marly

Only two things ever stop the

goverment from doing anything...

...Money and politics

Worry lies a long way from a rational thought.

Time is the thing that keeps everything from happening all at once. Time parcels moments out into seperate bits so that W/we can do one thing at a time.

~
Wise men talk because they have something to say,
Fools talk because they have to say something.
~

i've learned that the people you care about most  in life are taken away from you way too soon, and the less important ones just never go away, and the real pains in the ass are permanent.........
.....i've also learned that no matter how much i care some people are just jackasses.

nothing
exceeds
like
excess

i never learned anything while i was talking.

Stillness creates love

Movement creates life

i forgot to mention the last entry is the funniest bumber sticker i ever saw...
thus far.

' I'd smack you.......but shit splattlers '

......but i passedup the eggs of a bird called a Stroodel. Who's sort of a stork, but w/fur like a poodle. For they say that the eggs of this  kind of stork asre gooey like glue and they stick to your fork. And the yolks of these eggs, i am told, taste like fleece. While the whites tast like very old bicycle grease...........DrS

One can not fake listening....

it shows.

Sometimes its not what ya wear but rather how ya take it off that counts

i never felt felt that felt as good as this felt felt untill i felt this felt.............

Worry lies a long way from a rational thought

The drop wears the stone not by force, but by constant falling.

i hope E/everybody had a safe Halloween.
 i wish Y/you a wonderful day                        

"Avenged Sevenfold"
'Waking the Fallen'
  

hDoubt sees the obstacles, Faith sees the way.
Doubt sees the blackest night,Faith sees the day.
Doubt dreads to take a step, Faith sores on high.
Doubt questions "Who believes?"
Faith answers "I."

As far as i'm concerned, ' whom ' is a word invented 2 make everyone sound like a butler.
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ok ok i did it...it took having to deleat every message there, both read and un read. i am sorry i did not get to read  thoes i had to deleat w/out reading. i am at square 1

Metal makes
the world
go
'round

i have been having an ongoing situtation whereas i haven't been able to axcess any messages for like over 2 weeks now , try as i may i just can not get past the ''this page cannot be found'' page here on this site. Oh i am not complaining mind You i feel lucky to have recieved what i have and even to be able to write this here and now. However what does disturb me is that for A/anyone who has written me a message lately, please PLEASE do not think i have gaffed Y/you off or ignored Y/you as i had always tried to write back. So i apologize for what seems like rudeness, i assure Y/you it is not. i hope to have this snafu cleared up soon....somehow, someway,..any suggestions? well please do not send them via message to me, best to just hit me up in the chat with any helpful hint Y/you have . i'm looking to resolve this, and resolve this i shall, just need some help doing so. (yes, i've contacted the site and yes i've opened in a new window, held down the 'ctl' key, and done the obivious, unless theres something i obiviously missed, and W/we know THATS been known too happen, i'll be the first to admit that.)  thank You very much for Your time.leli

                                                                                     A leader takes people where they want to go ~ A great leader takes people where they don't neceddarily want to go~but ought to be.                              

i have noticed all my journal posts are made in the hours between 02 and 04 well, now extend that to 04:30....this is the time frame in whitch i do most of my thinking ~Ove Vey~ that so explaines a lot!

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i'm a good woman for a bad man

Fishing is worth any amount of effort and any amount of expense to people who love it, because in the end you get such a large number of dreams per fish

i always say keep a journal....and one day, it'll keep YOU