I am a realist and idealist. I like to be very mental about my pursuits but will not be silent or closed. I am outgoing and assertive but always know my place. I am here to learn and chat to other in this lifestyle and to share why I am committed to it myself.
I have been told i'm not all that sane and personally they might be right. ive taken various medication and no it does not work. My history is not that colorful but a long masochistic process. Blame my past or whatever I am just too into masochism. I juggle my work and life sparingly and never try to cause trouble for those who do not approve of me. I am not interested in sympathy or your hand of divination, but only a friendly shoulder as the foundation for us to develop.
I am Vietnamese raised across the States here and have difficulties connecting with family. My groups of friends are varied but not close. I desire to be alone a lot of the time because I feel delight when isolate and outcasted. A different type of freedom to when I have totally lost control. I revel in all sorts of environments and have in the past mixed with devious and perverted people. But the perverse has never hindered me, but challenged me to walk the path of taboo. It has been difficult. Difficult to rationalize and difficult to accept. For it takes lots of psychological trauma for a girl to completely release her ripe tender body to the cruel world of lust. I have been molested, tortured and humiliated but I have only grown in hunger. The cannibalism of my sweet inner beauty is a trip to meet the hells of a woman's body. And to be honest I have come to enjoy it.
I am outside of stereotypes, not really vanilla or obliging. I like to find the One for me. The One who can absolutely mold me. But at that I am cautious. Cautious of the wolves that pretend to be tigers. The tigers who have whimpered and the insensitive ones. I am still so distant because I have no interest in short term fancies. I value honesty even if it means telling me I'm a bitch.
At my core, I am a intimate and passionate girl who may be at risk of being incarcerated into the nearest asylum. I have been in juvenile detention before. An interesting experience, very decadent. I have come to channel my physicality to a psychosexual level so I am not above whoring. I guess you can say i'm optimistic but I know the vast majority only see me as oriental meat to be sauced and devoured. I have lived in this mindset for many years and have learnt to smile gleefully after every guy deposits inside me and leaves. This is me. I am Lee Min. I am a nymphomaniac.
I am sorry if I bored you, or you found out that I am not as obliging as you would believe a slave to be. If communication breaks off you may just leave me in the squabble of internet freaks. I bring no pretentions and to not propose to meet your every demands. I do not want to call you "master" because you asked I will do that on my own accord. I will give you my body if it is right. I have a tough life, a busy life, and a family to look after. I cannot just delve into your world without reality at stake. Do not expect so much. Just discuss your heart and let the future lie ahead.
I hope to hear from you soon. If you are interested, prove it. Remember
i can be your best bedtime cuddle or your worst dragonlady.
*kisses
Lee Min
