I went to this site because my special looking needs an international serch. Normal life: School, social work for the state, universtity, job, nothing real extraordinary. For long time partly in BDSM, partly not. Consenual BDSM, consensual non consensual BDSM and a period of 24/7 but with no durable obligation. But nothing of this BDSM really touched my emotions. Additionally vanilla relationships with requirements high education, pretty looking like and so on, but I never felt a lost if they were ending. More than a nice time was over, nothing really important. I enjoyed this flexible life, but it is time for something different. What I am looking for is beyond this borders.
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I know at internet sites all Master have really much experience, experts at any practice of BDSM, I am not. Since 4 years no contact to BDSM because of a vanilla relationships, only very less in the time between. Be clear, I am not unexperienced, but it will not be a start from 0 to 100. I never did this in the past because of other reasons, but today I probably would not be a able to do it.
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What I am looking for:
The truth sound silly romantic and probably a STOP shield for all slaves to read further on. But to hide it makes even less sense. The damn feeling of a lost if this person would not be there anymore.
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In BDSM speech: A dominant Sadist is looking for a CIS Master/slave relationship. In Germany we have the sentence: Equal in obligations for each other, not equal in rights. So, a CIS realtionship adapted to this sentence.
You should be 18 to?46 years and should have a strong and main preference for humiliation of race, nationality or gender. This was always my personal head cinema in all BDSM activities and perhaps the darkest secret of my soul. For all other slaves: You can offer the typical "I will to anything for my Master", you can have a perfect looking like, universtity degree, any money on your account or anything else. You will surely be a perfect slave for another Master, but I am not interested.
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Some additional points:
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No or very less experience: Can be possible, depends on you. But my advise is take your time, explore the BDSM world, try different kinds of BDSM and find out your personal BDSM. If you are nevertheless interested forget the illusion that you will never feel resistance against your Master. You will and your resistance will be broken. If you are still nevertheless interested be aware of that this is the deepest and ultimate humiliation because it goes deep in your complete personality and identity. I am looking for this ulimate strenght but for most with fantasies like this it is better to let them stay fantasies in her heads or live it out in playing Sessions.
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18 or a little bit older: My experience is that in this age only very less have done her final decisions in life. CIS is a decision and obligation for life. You would have to convince me that you have done your final decisions in life.
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Slaves with big detailled fantasies and want a Master to realize them: Look for a man and tell him that he can fuck you if he will fullfil every detail of your fantasy. If you are not really ugly, this man lives next to your door.
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Online freaks: All this stuff is sometimes useful und necessary. But I knew a world without internet and smartphones. More slowly, but not more bad than today. But today as well life happens in reality and not in a virtual reality. All Cybersex and so on, this will never be my world.
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Communication: Certainly at the beginning communication with Mail is probably the most practical way because of long distances and time differences. But a colser communication only with identity verification, because I am only looking for REAL and SERIOUS people.
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So, many, many words, most will not come to the end. But better to write this 1 time in a profile down than to write it a every beginning of a communication. In German I would be able to write all this in a shorter way, but English is not my mother language.
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Update:
Seems very important point here:
No money will be sent to you, never, under no circumstances.
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For not living in the EU, from my knowing:
1. The highest barrier for getting a VISA is that you have to able to take the costs for your staying here. But this can be guaranteed by a German citizen and I am able to do that.
2. A durable stay with a legal status is from my knowing only possible with a marriage to a German man. As a german citizen I respect the german law and this is possible, too.
