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	I would like to write in detail...About me and my life...sorry it may be too long... First and foremost thing, I am already owned...so, not looking for anyone... LOOKING ONLY FOR BDSM RELATED ROLEPLAYS AS OF NOW... Here is my story. I am smitha, aged 26 and I was born and brought up in the state of Kerala. After completing my studies, I joined a reputed It firm in Bangalore. One day, in Bangalore, I met a girl and she became my best friend. More than friend, she was everything for me..even my soul..I loved her very much... In few days, i realized that she was too addicted to sex and she used to have sex with a number of guys. She used to earn a huge amount in that way. She was actually trapped by her boyfriend and now she was not able to escape from it. I decided to save her from that life. I started advising her and she was trying to escape but could not do. Slowly, I started getting a tendency to have sex with someone. Once when I was on a vacation, we both decided to seduce my own brother who was a student then. But our plan went wrong and he fucked me hard and started advantage of me. He started fucking me whenever I go home and started using me like a whore. Even though I was sad, I was enjoying it. One day, in unexpected situation, I had sex with my cousin. He also started using me every weekend whenever I was in Bangalore. I had to sleep with my cousin when I was in Bangalore and with my brother when I went home. Meanwhile, our parents fixed mine as well as my friend's marriages. We both tried our best to move away from it, but could not. Finally in 2012, we got married. I got married to a guy who was straight in sex. he was a virgin when he married me and was too innocent. He just fucked me in normal style and that too in night. My friend got married to a guy who was settled in Germany. He has so much experience in sex and BDSM. We both started chatting regularly and I started to have an attraction towards him. My friend is too skinny and week and she can not take any pain. But I am healthy enough. Finally, he has decided to take me to Germany in August. There, I will become a slave for him and my friend 24X7X365. And my life is going to be interesting going forward. Why I am Here: I have no experience in BDSM. I just read and learned little bit. Here there are so many experienced people and I would like to know more about this lifestyle. Please help me and let me learn. Thank you all Smitha

4/22/2013 6:55:42 AM

Something that I learnt in 24 hours:

I have made this profile almost 24 hours back and this is something that I learnt.

There is a group of people (not sure if they are a group of people or one person with multiple ids) who will contact u via messages. If you reply to one of them, that person will make you feel that she/he is very close to you. After some conversation, they will give some task which is impossible to do. They will ask for one or two pics as well.

The style changes immediatly when we deny the order. Many others will message you asking us to do what is ordered. Some will even send us the pics that we shared with that person. They will even call us a fake. Some will threaten that the pics will be posted all over internet.

I have only one thing to tell them. I am not scared of you people. I am a girl who is sexually used and abused by own brother and I have now nothing to lose or scare.

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