i have been on my own for a year now and feel like i am getting on track again. a slaves release is always a shock they say or i was told by a friend also in the life. If i ever left i suppose it was because i thought i wouldn't have to be back here but here in am again. i am grateful i have a job and a place to live. that is important. i just need someone to be my friend and support. a sister or mistress to guide me. i am just not sure how to find that person yet. they can find me i suppose. if you grow up serving you can feel secure and comfortable serving. the family i served made me feel very important, i knew where i stood. i cooked cleaned and did what ever was asked. i had a routine that was very predictable. i just do things that way. maybe it is taboo but i never fit in. different is a good thing. keep an open mind dont judge. what are limits really? can you truly say you have no limits? i just do not know what it would be like to be in charge of someone. my former mistress always told me to be myself and the rest will happen so here i am. a milk cow a lover a slut a whore ready for 24/7 tpe. where is my mistress?