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About LaylaNight
Hi, i am looking for female subs 22-45yrs old are welcome to share with me and my Sir (who also has a profile on here, no poly just play) if interested please send me a message
I am owned & regularly used - here only to learn more about the lifestyle and how to better please my Master!
"Woman's Destiny is to be wanton, like the bitch, the she-wolf; she must belong to all who claim her."
~Marquis De Sade
Well, no offense to the Marquis, but I would rather belong to one Lord and Master.
That said, I am fairly new to this. Hmm...How shall I phrase this without sounding like a complete twit...or a Stepford Wife...? I know only that I crave to be dominated and controlled with affection and passion.
First off, I'm just a 28 yr old ordinary aussie girl of Mid-Eastern&East-European descent with ordinary job and ordinary life, but with extraordinarily avid passion for books, (mostly gothic literature and graveyard poetry, though I have a few particular favourites in Milton's Paradise Lost, Keats' Poetry Anthology, Zafon's Shadow of The Wind and Eco's Name of the Rose) and music, (Black Metal in all its forms, but also GothRock, operatic and classical).
Although, naturally I am more than happy to read/watch/listen to whatever my Master tells me.
I've always had a lifelong fascination -all right, make that obsession- with Viking culture, history and Norse mythology as well as that of Ancient Egypt and dare I say it....the Third Reich.
Although not very confident, I love to please, and am very willing to learn whatever it takes to experience the darker aspects of human flesh and psyche, but I do draw the line at certain things, possibly because I have never had a confident, Dominant alpha Master/partner/teacher to guide me.
I'd like to think I am affable and chatty once you get to know me, but unfortunately quite shy and timid. However, I do know that I am open-minded and accommodating, also a great listener and definitely a giver in myriad aspects.
I seek the one Man who will take me in hand, guide me along the path of His choosing, open my eyes to the numerous pleasures, surprises and mysteries of life (and love) with firm tenderness; protect me, cherish me, respect me and shape my inferior will to His however he pleases, for I exist to serve Him and please Him.
Indeed...I...I have always envisioned myself in a position to serve, respect, please, adore and worship with all my soul, body, heart and mind an older and mature Dominant man who is highly (over)confident to the point of being downright arrogant, passionate, motivated, authoritative, strong, and honest with Himself and those around Him.
Um...I should probably stress one point before I go any further with this; I do not care for one night fantasies, clandestine 'experiments', and ..uh..sharing my future Master-to-be with other subs or those of His vanilla world, which I feel will only hinder my spiritual, physical, mental and emotional progress for my true Master-to-be. Is it really too selfish to want to be a part of my Master's life all the way? Physical and intimate side of this life have their merit, surely and are integral to the bond, and I can not wait to explore each and every aspect of it...but it does not require me to share my body with everybody who claims to be the right one, um, right? So... I am in a bit of a quandary here with some People out there. Would a Dominant of substance, maturity, integrity and honesty demand control of my body before familiarizing Himself with my personality and soul? I...uh...do not think so.
Please...Please bear in mind that I am at the present like a butterfly who has just emerged from her chrysalis; very vulnerable and very excited, only not as transient.
To candidly put, I have no desire to flit from Master to Master, so...I would love very much to give myself completely over to a single Dominant who seeks a bond on a permanent basis. I yearn to find Him, belong to Him and worship Him with pure, total subservience, unbridled obedience and unadulterated devotion...
Yearn to fulfill His every rightly-selfish desire, sadistic whim and arrogant commands and cruel fantasies regardless of my reservations and hard limits as He must and will come first in everything. In the end my needs mean nothing. It is imperative that He is pleased,pleasured, serviced, served and satisfied.
To dress up only for Him, role-play, be His maid, concubine, anything.
To do His housework.
To be humiliated and punished if He so pleases, and if I am a brat, of course.
I do regretfully admit I have my immature and purposefully bratty moments in order to obtain punishment which I lust for.
Which in return can only mean I need a thorough obedience training!
I am not career-driven, but driven to intellectual growth, and anything else that my future Master may demand of me.
I would be deeply honoured if He completely took me over, made my decisions for me even (or..especially...) in real life, dictated my every move, punished my mistakes, told me how to dress and how to better myself for Him, so that I become utterly bound to His superior will and can barely function outside it.
Please understand...that I am a pliant and needy creature with budding masochistic awareness and a strong fondness for servile 50's "housewife" image. Did I mention I was born to do housework and do it well and enjoy it immensely?
One of my obsessions/fetishes is Boot Worship. I would love to sit at my Master's feet and demonstrate my profound adoration for His Supremacy by lavishing endless loving attention on his Boots, including cleaning/shining/polishing/adoring/licking the said Footwear.
I...do not wish to offend anybody by confessing to my aversion for Women's Lib and apathy to perpetual cries of equality of 'modern society', as I believe my Man must and should always come first in all things, be the utter crux and centre of my entire life.
That about sums me up I hope, and thank You very much for reading, but if You have any questions, please do mail me and feel free to ask/comment to Your heart's content.
"If death Consort with Thee, death is to me as life;
So forcible within my heart I feel
The bond of nature draw me to my own
my own in Thee, for what Thou art is mine;
Our state cannot be sever'd, we are one,
One flesh; to lose Thee were to lose myself..."
~John Milton- Paradise Lost, Book 9
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The acid test site has helped me immensely. A huge thank You goes to auWickedAngel!!!
A Dom (or anyone for that matter) who has the full sense to know the right from wrong yet does not act upon the said sense is a dangerous creature indeed.
Sleazy Doms? I literally shudder to use those two words in the same sentence, but I am compelled. Kink does not equate with sleeping around with anything that has tits. Please stop bothering me and other sincere women who have enough backbone and self-worth to ignore Your pathetic attempts at "dominance" and call your bluffs. Go blow a dugong instead.
That said, I am not looking for a Predator. Predators have no feeling, empathy or care for the "lesser prey".
Doms/Pushovers who have no inkling of the words "compromise and respect" are not exactly on the top of my list!
I am not looking for poly or cyber relationships or real life one night stands either, I do not have time for online "play" nor do I care for it. Please do not bug me for msn, because unlike some I actually use it to keep in touch with friends and find it exceedingly irksome when I am perpetually bothered by horny cyber pests.
More gems to follow when I feel inclined.
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