My name is Lauren. I'm 19 years old. I'm from Bellevue IA. I live in Cedar Rapids IA. I moved to Cedar Rapids for college. I'm taking classes to get my masters in horse science technology. I currently own one horse. I have no children. I have a twin sister. I've been a submissive sense I was 17. I was with my first master up until 1-3-2013 on my 19th birthday. Due to the fact that he moved. I am looking for a new master. I like the feeling of a man knowing what he wants from me and that he is notafraid to take it. I like being controlled by a man that knows what he want and when he wants it. I was trained to never look at my master unless told to. I was also trained not to talk unless spoken to. Unless I need something really bad and to always address him as sir or master depending on his mood. I do have a little problem with back talking and I do expect to get punished for my misbehavior for I am the slave and should never back talk to my master. I am sometime reluctant or hesitant when it comes to doing certain things for I may have never done it or it has hurt me in the past. I believe I was born to serve a man. But I will not do anything that will for certain put me in harms way. Not only is my well being important to me so is my masters. If you have any questions about my or my past please just ask and don't assume. I am shy. I don't like to shop. most of the stuff that say beginner is stuff I have never done but will be willing to try if ask to. I am sorry to say I'm not really looking for a online master. I need a master that can come see me on a regular basis. I am not looking for some one old enough to be my father. some one in there late 20s mid 30s im okay with. and please don't just assume im okay with something. please ask me. if you respect me im more willing to do as I am told. because you have earned my respect and trust. my master should be willing to protect me and take care of me not just use me and leave me. I'm a good submissive but im a even better submissive when you respect me ask me and I will be 5 times better for you. I DO NOT DO ONLINE SUBMISSION ONLY IN PERSON