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Male Submissive, 38, Centennial, Colorado
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Male Submissive, 35, Cambs
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Female Submissive, 29, las vegas, Nevada
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About laurasecrets
Not seriously looking unless your exactly what I need... which maybe problematic because I'm not sure I know. |
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Lucky me has an online stalker, apparently he loves me. You know while he is calling me names and harrassing me.
Lucky me... |
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Hilarious really, I ran from obsession, and it follows me, everywhere. A shadow upon my soul. |
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Limits
Hard
- Non consenting entities
- Idiots
- Under 25's (sorry but I have never been good at under half +7)
- Over 50's (sorry but honestly I don't know we have enough in common, but if you think we can work it out, talk to me)
- People in "Monogamous" relationships
- Caning - I had a very traumatic experience and am just not interested.
- Permanent harm or markings
- Non permanent markings where the general public can see.
- Metal or Lilies (allergies)
- Leaving my Husband to take care of my "inconvenient" needs (aftercare, emotional stability, bonding, vanilla relationships, etc)
- Bodily fluids (can negotiate on some things)
- Surprises (change is bad without negotiation and explanation)
- Abandonment as punishment, or threat of abandonment?
- Emotional manipulation
- ... and any other limit as requested by management.
Softish
- Safe sex (we can discuss after EVERYONE can produce clean tests and discussions about "exclusivity" of our relationships)
- Pain for the sake of pain
- and pretty much anything prior to negotiation.
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Oh and today's track is #5 |
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Previous profile ?
I've met someone interesting, who knows how it will turn out, however. In the spirit of honesty and trust I am not going to respond to anyone I have not already exchanged messages with, until I know one way or the other... Watch this space.
I'm beautiful and damaged. I'm also off the short term play market for the indefinite future, yes this includes you.
I'm looking for someone special and despite the pressing urge to fill the hole in my heart that is currently vacant, I am going to wait for him or her to turn up.
For those who think they are that damn special...
A little about me... I'm married (gasp) to the most wonderful and interesting man around. He allows me to do what I want and need, on the proviso it makes me happy. This means he will let you beat me black and blue, if it pleases me, but if you hurt me he will shut you down and cut off your access. He is a switch, but don't take that to mean that he will accept you pushing boundaries and invading our personal time.
I am fragile and demanding... That means you need to touch base everyday.?You need to keep your commitments and you need to be supportive and nurturing when I need it. I am not the girl you fuck occasionally and ignore the rest of the time.
I'm also not thin. By any stretch of anyone's imagination.
A little about you...?(due to the chronic problem of cheating dicks to be clear:) You are single or in an open relationship, your primary partner knows about me (or the possibility of me) and if you use the "she doesn't understand" I will assume you are a Mr Gray style abusive jerk I don't need in my life. To be honest if you will cheat on someone you love, how can I trust you to protect me when I am venerable.
You are not new to the rodeo, or at very least you're not still in lifes first blush. You have no problem with my bed posts being heavily notched, nor concerned about my past sex history (clean and regularly tested). You are calm and considerate. Tall and big is preferable, but optional. Under 40 is also preferred.?
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Why the fool? Ask me... Or I will have to believe you didn't read this far...
Why no real photo... because I don't want to run into my house in you on the street and have you recognise me... will verify by skype/photo on request after getting to know you. |
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Dear [name redacted]
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You asked why I take you seriously? I took you seriously because I had no other choice (I decided you were completely insane and decided to amuse myself with it (sorry but it was that or freak out) by playing up everything) because part of me is a freaking sub. I run fairly much on a very different positions one being a completely independent (I do what I want, when, how and with who I want, it's why I'm poly - so it is why you exist in my life) entity we will call I the person and completely dependent (I do not function without someone telling me how to act and think, what to do and say... It's why I AM submissive) called the sub.
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In many ways I am 2 people sharing a body (me and the sub) one doesn't need you at all, but you are the reason for the other to live. They are connected, but separate. And cognitive dissonance allows you to play in the subs mind without damaging the whole.
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I the person knows the sky is up and the ground is down, pain is bad, service is a chore, and being used is hurtful and bad. But the gap in my mind between me and the sub, allows you the Dom to say (and the sub believe) that the opposite is true, and that concepts like pain is good, service is pleasure, being used is a turn on are also true despite what I the person knows.
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Without instant and complete trust in my Dom, it is very difficult to
a) distinguish between play and serious (are you playing with me or are you the person being serious) ,
b) it makes it very jarring to be twisted because it affects the whole of me rather than just the sub, and
c) respond in a predictable manner.
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Why you ask? Because I the person can not leave the sub (who is incapable of protecting herself from you) alone with you. I can't shut down and stop thinking and processing and assessing. I the person is effectively a very nervous mother hen watching to make sure you don't hurt my chick. And because I the person sees everything through independent adult eyes, everything is hurting and thus jumps in to protect the (quite content and consenting) sub.
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This means the cognitive dissonance (the gap between the sub and I) doesn't work and I the person has no choice but to process the information as factual and file it under things you the person (rather than things the Dom) wants.
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So I the person needs to know you the person so that I know I can trust you, so that I can leave you alone with the sub and not worry that I will come home to a disaster, because the sub will agree to everything you want no matter the cost.
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Because frankly I want to be just the sub with you!
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Always
Laura |
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This was sent to me and once I saw it in paragraphs it resonated....
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You have three holes. ?
I will use them all! ?
There is an emotional matrix that I cannot escape. This writing is an attempt to explain that matrix. ?
The hole that was made for me to explore is easiest. I can climax inside that hole easily. It is naturally lubricated. It is comfortable. It is a place nature made for the purpose I intend. I can impregnate you this way. That excites me. That possibility. ?
I like finding the places inside that hole that make you uncomfortable. I like the clenching that happens. I like seeing if you'll squirt for me. Or make a puddle. Or shudder in multiple orgasms. I know how to find the sweet spots in the first hole. We can both find ecstasy with its use. Sometimes that is perfect. I can use this hole casually most of the time.
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The second hole takes longer for me to master. It is dirty. Forbidden. Messy in a completely different way than the first hole. It's tighter and less inclined to my presence. It doesn't self-lubricate most of the time. There have been exceptions. I like this hole of yours when I'm feeling that you need anonymity. To be used like a whore. The orgasms that come from this place are different. The exploration takes longer. The penetration is more difficult.
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This hole is more mental. You have to have the right mindset. I know the things that must be whispered for that mental state to be born. I whisper them perfectly. I have to know you better to master this hole. We are approaching intimacy now. When I come in your second hole, it is intense. My demon often climaxes too. Especially if I have given you enough pain and pleasure. The doses and their combination are so important.
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The third hole is most sacred to me. That might sound counterintuitive. It isn't. This is the hole where the mindfuckery becomes most complex. It's the hole where I most often require the highest level of pure service. Knees hurt. Eyes must watch. You have to struggle because you are being choked and air is precious. You will involuntarily salivate. Talking is impossible. This is where we connect with the greatest amount of fire. I cannot orgasm casually in the place where I kiss you.
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To use the third hole, I have to be completely in love with you. Enough that I can fall into your eyes while I make you a little bit of nothing. |
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