It's really nice once more to reconnect with old friends and meet new ones. :)

And so i m back in internet bdsm life.

Been punished at first and felt too depressed afterwards.

This period is like i m on this chaotic roller coaster and can't find a way to get off.

Thank you everyone who 've sent a msg and sorry for being so late to respond.

THE ALIENS
from The Last Night Of The Earth Poems

you may not believe it
but there are people
who go through life with
very little
friction of distress.
they dress well, sleep well.
they are contented with
their family
life.
they are undisturbed
and often feel
very good.
and when they die
it is an easy death, usually in their
sleep.

you may not believe
it
but such people do
exist.

but i am not one of
them.
oh no, I am not one of them,
I am not even near
to being
one of
them.
but they
are there

and I am
here.

Charles Bukowski

It's so sad to me that so many ppl are feeling so inadequate that they have the need of lying about themselves, their experiences, their needs, of who they really are...

It's so sad cause lies is something that sooner or later will catch with them...

https://www.youtube.com/embed/j2WWrupMBAE