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laoshir

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hello everyone,
well i am a bit new to the whole scene thing. but i have tried bondage a few times and it was super-great. i have come from so-so strict upbringing so i think i am good at taking orders and i have always had the need to please.
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just really need to feel secure and safe with the one i am with.
kisses...
PS..looks count.that means pics will maybe get a response.and no older than 40 pls.
PSS..not looking to move to another country..or state

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5/9/2009 9:10:23 PM
pics will get responses much faster

5/8/2009 7:12:40 PM
hmm..back on the ole market block.. i am more experienced now,,will post some bondage pics soon hope to hear from old friends

3/1/2008 8:29:01 AM
i added new pic but dont know how to make it the second one in order..dammit

2/15/2008 2:53:52 AM
happy V day pervs.teehehe

1/13/2008 4:58:20 PM
ugh.fyckbuddy has sort of dumped me AGAIN!!!!!!!!!.why am i single?? and why are all the guys i am meeting such weirdos..isnt there any normal kinky guys that like to paddle and humiliate women that are also ready to be in relationship available?? 

1/6/2008 5:34:48 PM
i dont know any real resolutions..any suggestions??

11/23/2007 7:47:23 AM
hi A/alls//nothing much to report..just same old shit.  my little fuck buddy is gone away to do business in china..and am boooooooored

10/22/2007 3:32:47 AM
hmm..i have been lazy..i havent written any entries lately..who will punish me for this??

10/13/2007 9:11:56 PM
oh yea..i only do white people..

9/21/2007 9:13:20 PM
whoaaaaaaaas..been awhile since i blogged..
things are honky dorey..getting reamed on a regular basis. so this little puppy stays happy..have been learning about protocol..and saying "sir" etc..it is actually very liberating to free oneself and be objectified.

8/9/2007 3:32:54 AM
ahhhhhhh...things are ok..just being bored with day to day stuff..i thinkn i am enjoying my current "fucktoy" fwb type status.
my ass is feeling much better. i had done a large plug and was really sore the next day. i actually thought i had given myself a hernia..hahhahha..
but thanks to some good advice (from someone here), its all good and i am back in action and going to begin practicing again..i really like the plug better than  a vibrator in my ass.you were right...its much better..i stay excited the whole time it is in.
also i think it helps my pain limit increase cause i got spanked with a yardstick that was super stingy and i really really liked it..spmething about the combination of the two..???...hmmm..hoping i have found  a perfect match,,haahaha

8/2/2007 2:33:54 AM
i want to feel like a kid in a fenced in playground

7/30/2007 4:42:49 AM
well..hmmph..its takes like 4 minutes for my chat to download when someone invites me..strange..things are cool..i sort of bruised something practicing anal with a vibrator..so i am a little nervous about it..my friend suggest using a softer dildo..having a Bday soon and i love bday cause its still a tradition in my family to get spanking on bday..is that a common thing, to get spanked on bday??

7/26/2007 11:32:01 PM
wow..ok..soo its 230 am..just stumbled home..had my first 2 guy experience with my my mentor and a friend..feeling very subby and full..had all holes filled..wow...i like this feeljng..sort of sore but its a good hurt..

7/26/2007 2:21:23 AM
PS..read my journal and most of your questions are answered
515 am..been reading a good book "Ultimate Guide to Anal Sex for WOmen".soo good and informative. a friend gave it to me..mmph.wonder if there is an ulterior motive to giving me this book?? hehhe

7/24/2007 8:58:01 AM
aaaaaaaaaaaaa..just woke up..love waking up late in the day..i went and played yesterday..i feel good..got used and a little abused..hehee..
i liek d how we went aroudn Chelsea and he explained art to me..i think it made the play funner cause i felt he really cared.we have been friends for awhile..but i think i need something more tenable.
i really think i need to lose weight in my butt..i want it to be smalll and tight..sexier.so that i am really filled during sex there..



7/23/2007 11:21:05 PM
wow..230 in the morning and my legs are still trembling..got such a nice spanking..

7/23/2007 2:48:10 AM
woke up at 430 this morning. i am excited today..will hang out with a friend most of the day and if i am lucky i can play this evening..
he is a mentor of sorts and was the one that suggested this site to me..we have been palying..i guess i am "under consideration"
we started as friends,but its maybe gonna get serious..not sure yet,,stay tuned for updates

7/22/2007 1:54:31 AM
woke up at 4 am..suddenly realizing something about being on this site..most guys here start of by ordering me around..what they dont get is that i feel dominance isnt as much barking orders, but its more a type of quiet leadership..not to say i dont liek being ordered around in the bedroom..but just because i have the need to please..doesnt mean i have the need to please "you" specifically..and that my "need" is something that is very dynamic to a certain type of person..confusing enough yet??
i mean..i still get tons of emails asking "what got you interested in bdsm?" to those i say..it is not an interest..it is the feeling i want to be in a relationship where the dominant one leads and i follow..that way..when i am bound up and getting reamed..i know i am giving him pleasure. that my actions are not that of just a hole to be used..but a purpose to be served.

7/21/2007 6:46:09 AM
sooo sorry B.it takes like a million days for pics to post. it will up for ya soon


7/19/2007 9:48:44 AM
ok..here is my pic again.(a different one).but if i start getting like a gazillion mails again i will probably take it down,,for that special someone that was so nice to me. thanks for the sweet words

7/18/2007 6:21:11 AM
rainy day and nothing to do..maybe go see Harry Potter. feeling at a loss today. that same creeping sensation..just want to bury my head and get a good belt whipping to wake me up..

7/17/2007 3:05:24 AM
soooo many asks me "what got me into bdsm"??
wells, i would have to say its not something i "got into", and i sort of dont trust people that ask that question,,they make it sound like a "phase" i am going thru. i cant explain my feelings about bdsm, its just makes me "feel"..during a time when i feel "disonnected"
hehhee..overuse of quotation marks is fun
PS..if i do nat accept your chat requests..i am probably writing in the journal

7/13/2007 2:16:07 AM
woke up super early AGAIN...i finally decided to look thru my bulk e-mails..uhhhh..i think i mentioned i found out how to set the bulk email settings...and whoaaaa...
ssooo...i guess some of you will know now why i didnt write back..its still early..stop bumrushing a gal...
in furher news..parents are going to prague end of august...woohoo..i wont have to worry about them wondering why all the wooden spoons (for hitting) are always in my room..haha..i got a great suggestion about tying doorspring around my thigh..thanks it worked great..you know what i mean...hheee

7/12/2007 11:24:24 PM
ahhhh,,things have sooo lightened up since i took down my pic..i'm chatting with one or 2 peope..but have been a little busy and not to into chatting so much..plus. i still have that new-sub smell..lol..getting the feel of the waters here and all..

7/10/2007 1:07:13 AM
uh-oh..just read this..http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070709/hl_nm/depression_anxiety_dc
hmmm..sounds like me..been a bot depressed lately and low self-esteem..
just want to be an object..

7/9/2007 6:33:44 PM
oks..sooo..not going to be answering emails or chat request for a week or soo..too many..and i think i will take my pic down..whoaa..

7/9/2007 3:06:46 AM
ughs..woke up early and cant get to sleep..its nice and not too loud out. ..
lately have been making small pinches to the undersides of my nipples..just to feel..thinking of trying some pliers..hmmmm



7/8/2007 7:40:09 PM
grrrr..shouldnt post while drunk. too many spelling errors.
mmm.lots of responses..trying to wade thru them. many questions as to how i got interested in bdsm..i am not usre how to answer. i can say when i was younger i would dream about different scenerios where i was taken captive, tied and made love to..but always in the end i was like engaged to the captor..hahhah..funny and childish i know..
now its more about being turned while being tied up ..and i am interested inhaving my pain limits pushed..i am curious if it will unlock deeper parts of my subconscious and possibly soem repressed memories

7/7/2007 1:39:13 AM
ooooooooo..clubbing can be fuuun.
i dont go out THAT often, but tonight was ok. got drunk and let some guy feel me up..i sort of gave him a handjob too, which sucked cause it stained a cool mini i like,'
oh..annd i wouldnt say i am racist, but any black guys that try to write me andd come off all "i am a pimp and shit" hahaha.yea,,well.straight to the DELETE..
i mean, cmon, get over it,,quite blaming the "man" all us other races got over it ..but whater,,if you are afraid of co=opting your slave culture and assimilating some hten i hope you get all you can from that "ghetto thing" ha

7/5/2007 7:19:16 PM
getting some nice emails..but uh..pics are given priority..
dont be alarmed if it takes me a week to respond, i am sort of shyish that way

7/4/2007 11:18:57 PM
having insomia again..grrrrrr

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FreshYoungSlut
 
 Age: 47
 Cumming, Georgia