lakelandwhips

"A life of pain is a life of pleasure. The two are so far and yet so close to each other. A fine line between the two has such a wide birth to stand upon."

I guess it's about time for a little bit about me and where I developed this love I have for the taboo.

Since I was 13 I have seen women in a different light. Not just because of puberty mind you, but I saw how in the romance movies or weddings, how even the most demanding woman seemed to crumble to her knees at the sight of the man she loved. How no matter how far the society has empwered women, that they still needed someone to guide and protect them. This is when I saw that the human was a creature of many oxymorons. And women had the greatest task of being submissive but keeping control over thier life.

My Junior year in high school was a great learning experience of what really was out there. I learned that even though the United States had banned slavery as we knew it before, there was still a different type in practice. I was taught this by my English teacher, who I discovered, much to her chagrin, was a pain slave at a local dungeon. I did not know they even existed until that point. During the next year I took myself into learning as much as I could about the lifestyle many seem to take and even dabled at being a puppy for a local Mistress. It was part time. During that time though, she had me read many books pertaining to submissives and Dominants. And even though I wore the collar and leash, she seemed to bend to my will.

It was during this time I discovered the Gorean Chronicals. A set of books set on a different Earth where about 2% of the women were slaves but every woman was submissive. Showing the true nature of thier hearts. I read these books as I went on through the years.

Apon my realease from the Army in 2000. I took some time off and visited a few dungeons in my area. Thats whenI was first truely dominant over a woman. She was young meek and tame. Trained by a much older man, but loaned to me to test my metal on. I took her and bent her into a puppy and made her beg. This woman not but a year older then me was on her knees at my feet, whining and begging with her hands, for nothing but my word.

As I grew more confident in my dominance the older Master allowed me to take one of his younger girls who lived by herself in my area as my own. She lived at my heels for 3 years, until the Triple Whammy Hurricanes came through and destroyed my appartment complex. With my home and business destroyed, I had no other choice but to return her to the Master and try to start my life back up. The two of us still played until she died in a car accident.

And that brings us to the present. And what i am searching for. I am looking for one girl in which to bend to my image, mold to be my sensual servant. I want to give her the back arching pleasure and pain that she deeply desires and treat her as the Princess and the dog she is.

I would like a chance to talk to interested women in my area. I would like them to be able to move in after a time, but not immediatly. I am not that type of MAster. I know it may take a couple months before either of us are ready to make it permanent.