LAGemini70

Paper i stressed about getting done correctly i got a 199/200 woot woot current grad 99.07% for human growth 

wonder if i can find some pop rocks and a volunteer

The Kink does not fall far from the tree BUT, It just is my kink not theirs or your,(maybe).I like to watch porn, But can not watch people have sex at play parties. Years ago I was told liking elements of BDSM was wrong. But I knew from growing up porn was okay. YES, I am screwed up. Those of you who know about my mother and stepfather where SWINGERS, and the stuff I found when I had to clean out the house when they passed. Some of the things I regret that I had to throw out where VHS movies that some where degrade movies like Behind the Green Door, Deep Throat, several with Marilyn Chambers, Traci Lords (underage) oh and the uncut version of Caligula. I remember in the 80’s most porn stars were called Lynn, “you know Like”, (saying in my valley girl accent) Amber Lynn and Ginger Lynn. Who remembers the creepy video store clerk who had to check Id’s when you went into the curtained backroom. I am still wondering how porn and masturbation are healthy but wanting rough ass spanked, nipple tortured, hair pulling sex is not. Ok that was the early 90’s when told that. Do you have a favorite genre for porn, or do you make your own? Me it depends on my mood normally it has to have some type of roughness to it to excite me. I have found some erotic writings that have turned me on authors that went a little bit deeper than the mainstream sex scenes in their book, (Way before the crappy thinks it is a BDSM book came out) authors like Beatrice Small and Susan Johnson. If not for Susan Johnson I would have freaked the first time I saw a glass dildo. Beatrice Small book Love Slave for it’s time could have been a how to book to train a sensual slave. Now there are lots of lifestyle books out there, such as Tymber Dalton's Suncoast society series or Cherise Sinclair's Club Shadowlands Series. Yes, i know i will never find men who look like them in real life BUT ACT LIKE THEM I hope so. I am not sure if Cherise Sinclair is part of the lifestyle but i do know Tymber Dalton is. Really wish I could be more ingrained into this lifestyle more than I am now, years of fighting the voices in my head, and knowing better now help. It is hard to explore in this world when you are single and do not know your own limits. I guess I was always meant to find my way home to the lifestyle. Many thanks to those who have helped me down my road so far and to those who may pave the road in the future.

Woke with a migraine today which  means both school and work are on back burner today.

 who wants to relive their adolescence through school work. this is a weird Migraine too, sound from the fans are fine  but music and people talking kill me , house lights  killing me  illumination from computer not so much.  wish i knew what triggered this  one today.

Freud was a Freak

studying human growth and development  forgot what a freak Freud was also remember in high school  teacher asked who all smoked ( i did at the time)  he said that Freud would consider us all orally fixated. Hum i do like to Suck COCK LOL.