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Sometimes i am afraid to be just me. There are so many on here who say, "no baggage, no drama" In 5 decades of life i have learned that life is all about drama, trauma, and change and that baggage is just something that we all pick up along the way. We have to put it in the proper perspective and learn from it and move on. If we do that it does not become excessive. The point is i have some baggage. i don't pull it out and look at it much but it is there and it is part of what makes me the good slave that i am. i don't need anymore drama either but i do need real life love, care and excitement. i have lived in my own little world of fantasy way too long. i am who and what i am. No excuses, no apologies. i am passionate, compassionate and very loyal. i love laughter, sunshine and strawberries. i think happy music should be loud and sad music even louder. i like full moons, butterflies and the sound of a babies laugh. i also love rope, floggers and the sound of my Master's voice. i am not one person, i am many. i cry when i am sad and bleed when i am wounded. i am not perfect but i am willing to always try to be. Happy to be me |
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