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update (05/11) i am bowing out of active involvement within the lifestyle community here, and also on line. i am becoming more and more disillusioned and cynical as life goes on...my honesty and transparency have only made me more vulnerable in that i expect Others to be just as honest and open, but they are not....it seems like a huge game...a huge facade that leaves me shattered, and broken, and i'm afraid i will not mend...i'm afraid i will never trust again...and i need to be free of these fears......so......time for this one to disappear into the forest.
Here for the few friends i've made only
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i am not looking for an on-line relationship of any kind.
S/He is One Who controls Oneself to show that S/He can be trusted to control me....has a true confidence and knows Who S/He is, has integrity, and is emotionally and mentally sound.
Cleanliness and order are important to this One, as well as good grooming and good health. S/He takes care of all possessions/belongings, as this shows to me that S/He will always keep me the same
i am a bi-curious female slave, safe and secure in the knowledge that only through my total enslavement can i know the freedom, joy and contentment that allows me to feel fulfilled, complete and like my true self. For me, serving and pleasing the One who owns me is more than just something i do as a selfless gift of the heart; it is an essential and core part of who i am and forever wish to be.
Here are a few of the things that i find missing in my life that i feel are all a part of living in a lifestyle household....day to day things that are just done...out of respect. This one's position demands that all tasks, duties, and activities of daily living be accountable to the One Who is being served, in order to provide the best possible service i can...in my opinion. All that i do, i do for the benefit of the One i serve, even taking proper care of myself, i do to provide a healthy, happy slave to the One i would serve.
With that being said:-
*ask permission to sit
*ask permission to use the washroom
*wait for permission to eat or drink
*do not interrupt when One is conversing with anyone
*wear appropriate dress, as suggested by the One being served
*always be aware of my silent service when preparing meals, refreshments, baths, or any other service so that it is done to the best of my ability
*kneel when offering anything directly to the One i would serve, awaiting for a response before rising.
*expect all mistakes to be corrected in any manner the One i serve decides, being grateful to be shown my errors, grateful that the One i serve cares enough for me to point them out and wish me to do better.
*always walk 1 step behind, on the right of a Woman, on the left of a Man
*adhere to proper etiquette.....opening doors, helping with coats, shoes or boots, addressing the One i serve with either "Ma'am, my Lady, etc." , making sure that the table has no empty dishes or cups, and always being grateful to serve and obey.
*always be prepared for any new instructions or tasks at any time
*the One i would serve is always right....never argue....but always be honest totally honest about everything and anything.. my mind and soul and body are in the trusted hands of the One i would serve.
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