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Female Dominant, 84, huh
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Male Switch, 25, Albuquerque, New Mexico
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About L0STsub
I am here to realize my fantasies. I am smart, learn fast and follow instructions explicitly. I *need* a strong Mistress who will train me well and that I will love and respect becuase I know she has my well being in mind. If you think you are my Mistress, please contact me, ask about my fantasies, or anything else about me. I will be very honest with you. Lost and waiting for Her guiding hand on me. |
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She was at work early, so was I. I went and unlocked the server room that also served as my office. A small, overly warm room where I kept it dark. No fancy furniture, just the occasional empty computer box used to temporarity hold up a monitor while I worked on it, a chair and some old fold up tables. I liked it this way. It was my "safe room." A place were I could shut the door and be protected from the world. I hated the world and all it stood for. I was a geek and a loner, shy and burdened by major depression.
In contrast She was my boss, older, focused and the director of our organization. And not unattractive, more than once I think she caught me looking at her breast. I would look down, my face burning, making it even more obvious at what I was doing. But no matter what, She would just go on with what we were disscussing. She was genuinly interested in technology, the internet and new ideas. Whenever She had some spare time, which was rarely, She would ask me to show Her all the neat things I was working on. It was so wonderful to able to talk to someone who was intelligent and saw the implications of what we discussed and could be proactive about it. I truly enjoyed Her talking with me about geeky things. But She was my boss and I easily defferred to Her even if I disagreed and it didn't bother me to do so.
This particular day since I was early, I closed my door to try and pull myself together and get mentally ready for the day. A knock on the door, come in I said. It was Her. Are you OK, yes Maam, I'm just getting ready to deal with the "ladies." Now I was the only "male" and many of the women that worked there were petty, vain, complaining old bitches that had no clue as to how a computer works. This translates to me bearing the brunt of their complaints when ANYTHING went wrong there. She said, don't worry about them, you don't have to come to the department heads meeting if you don't want to. My face must have brightened at the thought of not having to listen to the hours of complaints about technology and why my administrator password was secret, and why we had to have passwords on our computers and on and on and on. She said, besides you have much more important things to do, don't you? I said yes Maam, I have to fix this network issue and start an internal wiki. Yes you do! She smiled and started to turn and I said Oh, is it OK for me to have my door closed? She was so nice to me and said anytime you need to, go ahead and then She looked over Her shoulder and turned to me and whispered "don't let the bitches get to you, OK?" I smiled and said yes Maam, then She was gone. It felt so good that I didn't have to go to that meeting, then I realized that it wasn't just the idea of not having to go to that meeting but the feeling that She had saved me, She had protected me. I know it sounds silly but that is how I felt. She cared enough for my feelings that She shielded me from the world that I didn't like. I liked the thought of this and began to think of ways to make Her happy.... |
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