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i am serious, genuine, and sincere. i am actually submissive, actually male, and actually looking for a relationship; either Real time or Online. i need to serve and love one Woman with all that i am and worship Her like a Goddes. In return i offer all of me, my heart, mind, body, and soul, for you to shape and use as you wish. This is what i think about constantly. i need it like i need air and i am serious about finding it. No fucking around.
i am educated, intelligent, well-mannered, and appreciate the more refined and cultured aspects of life. i don't read romance novels or watch soap operas, nor do i care about celebrity gossip. i'm not stuffy. i'm very down to earth, and i love to be silly and playful, and i'm very affectionate and adoring. At times i get frustrated dealing with my (often immature) emotions about things or my need to find logic in a situation and i become rather childlike (childish?) and a bit tantrumy/stroppy.
My need to submit and worship the Woman i adore is so deep and strong in
me, it burns like a fire that i can't extinguish. This isn't a game or
some bedroom spice for me. i have experienced submission within a relationship, so this isn't
just a fantasy. i've had a glimpse of what i'm capable of. i know that my psyche craves submission and domination; to be
owned with fierceness and passion and intensity. That level of intensity
brings out the depths of me and makes me flourish and give all that i
am to the Woman who owns me and loves me.
i have to admit, the details of living as a slave do scare me. So many Women here talk about pretty heavy stuff on a 24/7 basis. The thing is, i have never lived as a full-time slave and i don't think i can jump straight in to something hardcore. It will take time, patience, and training. That requires an experienced Goddess with in-depth knowledge of the sub/slave psyche and actual life-experience living this way. It's a big responsibility. But the rewards of that development will come back to you 10-fold if you take the time to slowly train me as you want me to be. i am very loving, giving, worshipful, and loyal. i'm sure there are things i can't do, but i will try my best to be the best slave i can be. In the hands of the right Woman, i will be the most devoted, loving sub you can imagine. The more the relationship grows, the deeper i will go and the more desire i will have to please you.
My hard limits are polyamoury, Hard core CBT, anal fisting/dilation, cutting (except for ownership brand), being whored out, and extreme brutality. i enjoy pain but so far can only take it in moderation.
My orientation to bdsm could probably best be described as the darker, dirtier, more raw side of things. The pretty/soft/glamourous style holds little appeal for me. For example, the scenario of being in high heels, stockings, and lingerie being bent over a Woman's lap and sensually spanked does nothing for me. What appeals to me is something more like being naked and shackled in the cellar with nothing but water from a dog dish until Goddess is ready to beat my ass or facefuck me. That doesn't mean i want to live in a cellar, but you get the idea.
So if you're One with a dominant nature (not just having a mid-life crisis and looking for a way to spice up your sex life); has an appreciation for the ordinary, the
enchanting, and the absurd in life; and has a firm grip of control over Her own life and circumstances, get in touch.
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