Well again I just wasted another day answering emails and corresponding with someone who turned out to be nothing more than the typical online liar. I think it's funny how as soon as someone on here finds out that you want something REAL and not just to send dirty pictures back and forth all of a sudden you are "not a real sub". It's so laughable that complete strangers think that by saying this to me that all of a sudden I will bow down and do whatever they say. Ummmm hello??? You're still a stranger online that I don't know!!

Submission is a gift. It doesn't mean doormat, it means I choose to give myself over to you because you are real, honest, strong, intelligent, and most importantly you deserve it.  It's not something to dole out to every man online who claims to be a "Dom". So to think that I can be shaken by a bad attitude or a nasty email is a joke. But honestly it doesn't really get to me because there's no sense in giving thought to stupidity. So my attitude hasn't changed. I'm still hopeful and still believe there are real people out there. 

And so the search continues.....