i have always liked pain, biting, blood, rough sex and was ashamed for it for a long time. it wasn't until i dated this one guy who used to be into bdsm as a sub that i realized it is okay to like the things i do. i like being controlled. i also like putting up a little fight to make it more rough. i enjoy being smacked and my hair pulled. i find myself also liking being drug around and forced to do certain things. the only thing i really do NOT like is sucking dicks. they are smelly and i just can't get into it. maybe i am a lesbain dying to get out. only time will tell. i donot wish to have kids until i'm about 26. i have my own apartment, car, a full-time job, and attend college when i have the money saved...
DON'T FORGET TO VOTE IN THE PRIMARIES!!!!!!!! today on east coast and later this week for central and west coast
i would like to find people in my area to help me find groups and local information so i can better further my knowledge seeking..thanks!
i don't know what is up with all of this 35-50 year olds e-mailing me....if you are in this age group....please do NOT contact me unless it is to help me gain knowlegde about bdsm....and NOT in an experience way only....i choose to learn about bdsm academically untill i feel confortable with it...i am the same way with religions as well.... i just want to be sure this is what i want before getting into it too far....thank you
