Still no Master...hummm

Another great day today stayed off line and got out in the fresh air! A beautiful day at the beach :) hard to believe Summer is coming to an end. I can't wait for Fall though my favorite time of year! :)

Master Sexy should be on soon can't wait !;) Miss him...been a whole 7 hours! I don't know how I managed! lol

Good pleasures everyone!

Another great visit with my Master.  I am so excited that he is able to receive me for who I am and what I feel.  I will cherish all the moments we share from ths day forward. 

This connection with him just keeps getting stronger and stronger!

He is the only one I see and want to see me...and for the first time in my life only HIS ATTENTION is enough!

Joining accounts :)

Have a good day everyone

Much pleasure and safety

Just spent time with My Master online with cam... I can't believe the power his eyes have over me already!  WOW! I am a very LUCKY SLAVE! lol

hugsss and sweet kisses Master. ;)

Going swimming finally long incredible day many signs from above!

Started my training today with Master learning house rules. :) and punishments :(...

all is finally moving forward with some lingering questions finally answered.  I love my Master! :)

More time with my Master today:)  leads me to believe everything will happen in time.

What is the saying don't sweat the small stuff and  you can't rush the good stuff.  lol

This lifestyle is definitely filled with "highs" and lows.  You can waste your life away on just about any

indulgence or pleasure! 

Before you know it all the important things slip away and when you wake  nothing is like it was!

I don't want to wait for that to happen again!  My eyes will be wide open and I will not get  overcome with the desire to be charished ,wanted and loved just cus I never had it as a child!

I have a son and  if Im not careful I will lose him and he is the most important person in my life.

What it all boils down too is RESPECT YOURSELF, LOVE WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU STAND FOR ~FOLLOW YOUR GUT change what is troubling  and NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS!!!!

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* A kind innocent  heart is  always broken. 

 A precious flower is never handled or touched just stands and waits to be noticed and nurchured  until one day it get's  tired, weak and withers and dies...

I am tired ...

Today was an awesome day I listening and  learned about the lifestyle from my sexy Master  Can't wait to be in Masters company again & serve My Master in person!

The next path of my journey will begin soon Master said. Hope my Master will always be pleased with me...nothing in this world I want MORE!

Friends only please. Hope the friends I have made will keep in touch so I can share my happiness and journey with them.

TC and My best.

Cindy

I will be leaving this account and opening a new account for all of you that have been sweet and kind in a respectful way I would like to remain friends.  But I am now unable to and nor do I want to pursue any other arrangements because I am now under consideration with a Master. :)

Thanks for making my first experience in CM a pleasant one in most aspects and I am very excited about meeting and working with my Master.

All the Best.

Cindy

Not really sure what to do or say anymore.  This is all so new and exciting to me.

Have already met some amazing Masters & Mistresses slaves and subbies that have touched my heart and I just wanted to thank all  that are eager to help and give advice to such a newbie like me.

I want to take it all in slow and enjoy every single moment, not rush to find a Master right away just learn the lifestyle and see what fits me best. So if I chat with you or get to know you and end up meeting you, then that is just another growth in my progress to finding the real ME :)

I don't want to be only with a single Master yet because I want to get to know which rules and ways are right for me and I can't find that out just knowing one Master...or Mistress.

I am still so wet behind the ears,as they say. lol I don't really even know what I like, love, hate and am curious about.

I DO KNOW THIS I WANT TO HAVE FUN! GIVE & RECEIVE LOTS AND LOTS OF PLEASURE ...Not really into the Pain side of it...had enough of that to last everyone's life time. But to intensify pleasure I would give some things a try. ;)

So for you Masters that want to mold me and train me I am willing to get to know you and even meet you be taught, learn and grow but on specific terms that are right for me. I do not want to be tied down did that for 20 years and want to be all I can be for the Master that fits right for me.

How can I grow and learn in a varity of ways and gain skill sets that are different for each other if I only try one Master?I know most have been doinf this for years and years and known what works for them and what doesn't.  Well I want to be able to experience all that too and then settle down and get to being the best subbie I can be for MY TRUE MASTER.

Muahhhh Pleasant dreams everyone. hugsss and AOYP

Kinky*jinxx~ comes from willingness to try just about anything once.

But not into ANIMALS OR SCAT...(if that is the proper term)

As for now I guess I am more bicourious, than bi. (Cus that catagory was not an option)lol

 Soooo new to this forum, but secretly always got off on it and wanted to be deeply submerged in it for a very long time.  Especially since my divorced  4 yrs. ago. I was in a passionless & sexless marriage for 20 years!  So now ready to make up for it with WILD  endevors...hehe

 Submission has come naturally and a part of me as long as I can remember!!! 

 I want be a good student that will learn and strive to SERVE a proud  Master  &/or Mistress someday... Wishing ALL great PLEASURES & Pain...