From my profile on FL:
"What do I want?"
So, okay...I have a profile on CM. It's been hidden for the past year and a half or so. I know most of the profiles there are complete bullshit, the "Doms" are the same ones I see over and over. I did meet my ex there, though...and he was pretty amazing, so I guess I still have hope.
I think my profile there pretty much says "what I'm looking for"...but still nobody is reading it.
-I want real time, this means local I have "within two hours driving distance" right there on my profile! Still, I get messages from all over the world. :(
-I want a relationship with a dominant man. It doesn't have to be love, I tried that...didn't work out so well.
-I have enough playpartners! I know some of the best Tops in the country, and I think some of them would still occasionally play if I asked nicely enough. I don't want to "get to know" anyone else for play. Really, I have that covered.
-I want someone that actually gives a shit. Someone who likes me, who finds me attractive, who's proud to be associated with me. Someone who feels good when they're with me and who looks forward to spending time together.
-I don't want to be a secret, and I don't want to be a "girlfriend" to a couple.
-I can't be someone elses primary relationship. I have one already.
-Not looking for sex, but, in a D/s relationship for me, sex needs to be included....it just does.
I don't know. I guess what I really want is to find that person who has that spot in their life that is "me" shaped....and I want to fill it.
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