KingCrazyEyes

Last night I started thinking about my friend's funeral. What they did was great. I had never seen that at a funeral. The only problem is that, after everybody remembered his awesomeness, it went back to mourning. That's when I started thinking about his family and how they must feel. For those that know me, then you know when somebody is upset, I feel that I need to step-in and do something to make them feel better. So I started thinking to myself, "What can I do to help them feel better". So I was lying there, thinking to myself. As ideas popped into my head. I kept deciding "That won't work". Eventually, after about 1 - 1 1/2 hours, I started to get tears going down my face. For the first time in my life, I actually felt helpless. It's a horrible feeling that I never want to go through again. I just don't know how I could help them feel better during such a tragedy and am actually thinking that I can't help them feel better. I hate this feeling and I can't get it out of my head (it's been there for about 7 hours). I'm just drawing blank.

I am now booking for a band that is going to sign a deal with Capitol Records next month.  Can you say "big bucks"?

A band posted this about me on Facebook earlier.  I feel like the most awesome man alive.  Nothing could bring down my mood right now.

"we would like to thank "J---- B-----", booking agent guru, for getting us the Firewind and Turisas show!! all bands that are looking for a special show or gig contact this man, he will bust his but for you..keep his name in your files!! maybe he would like to put a link on this post to help out some!!"

I don't know if I should scream, cry, vomit, or faint.  I was browsing FL a few minutes ago and I saw MY NIECE!!!!  WHY THE FUCK IS SHE ON THAT FUCKING SITE!!!!!  She's supposed to be a good girl.  Not into BDSM.  :(

I hate people who bash presidents.  More than 2/3 of the things said are untrue.  I have/will never post anything like that because it's so freaking stupid to do.

OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!  IT'S THE FUCKING APOCALYPSE RAINING DOWN UPON US!!!!
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So, Randy Blythe is still in jail in Prague, Czech Republic.  By now something should have been done because his bail was paid and the video of the show (in America he would have had all charges dropped) has gone viral and shows no reason for Blythe to even be questioned.  This is another reason why I am glad to be an American.

I just updated my profile to be more specific.

Am looking. For a good master,a caring master,strong and sex driven to perform his duties to me please only reliable ones can meet on my yahoo with brownkelly403@yahoo,com•fakers please back off.

 THIS PERSON IS A FAKE!!!!  I was talking to this person who had a DIFFERENT account name at the time.  There was also a different pussy on the page.  She was constantly trying to get me to send her money.  DO NOT SAY ANYTHING TO THIS PERSON!!!!

In a previous post I mentioned that I found a woman from high school on here.  Anyways, she died about a week ago.  :(.  Sadly, she had some problems that she couldn't deal with and committed suicide.  I, unfortunately, missed the funeral because I couldn't make the 300 mile (each way) trip.  She was way too young for this and I'm gonna miss her.  I feel sorry for her family and the rest of her friends.

I am just letting everybody know that I'm still looking and that I've lost about 10 lbs.

All these people I send messages to are a bunch of fucking liars.  These people will be unnamed.  One of them says in they're bio "... I will be respectful and read all messages sent to me".  I went to sent-mail and it said beside the message I sent to her "Deleted unread".  Why the fuck are they gonna lie about that shit?  Oh well, if they're gonna lie like that, then fuck 'em.

I am starting to get a little upset.  I send messages to women all the time, domme and sub/slave, yet less than 10% of the messages have been replied to.  Some of them even get deleted without being read.  I'm a listed as "switch" because I'm so new I don't even know where to start.  ANYWAYS, I just don't understand why people would be that cruel to not even reply with something like "don't message me again".  Even that would be more respectful that nothing.

I just found someone on here that I new from high school.  Haven't seen her since we graduated.  Apparently she has been involved in this for quite a while now.  She's been on this site for two years and I've been involved with this for about a year (maybe).  I was excited to see her on here, but then I was too nervous to send her a message.  I just didn't know what to say or how I would say it.  I didn't know I had actually met anybody into BDSM before which is why I didn't know what to say.