Well, I guess I should say that I have a playmate. He reminds me of someone I've been talking to from CM for a few years now. He is educated, good looking, and has a great job. That's why he comes to me to relieve his stress. Sadly, I'm so confused right now by the lack of play I've had since I've been in Texas.
The thing I have problems with right now is that he hasn't told me what his kinks are, what he likes. He has told me very little about his dislikes also. We have been playing for 4 or 5 months now. I just can't seems to be a bitch to him the way he craves. I've been told I'm too nice.
Right now he has the house to himself for a few months. I'm giving him a day or two a week of my time. I have ideas of play but I have to get over this insecurity and just lay down the law.
Anyway, feel free to message me with ENCOURAGEMENT. I will ignore anyone that has anything that's is negative to say. I can handle judgement, but this is me reaching out for help, not laying out my vunerable side to be looked down on.
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