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	Imagine being forced to bring all of your secret fantasies to life... Have you lost your freedom? OR WON IT BACK?

11/12/2010 11:31:28 PM

Dear Santa,

Hi there, Santa.

So, I've been a pretty naughty girl this year and i'd really like to be punished for it. Maybe a bit of spanking to warm my butt up for Christmas this year?

In any case i think i deserve to get a Dom this year who's willing and able to give me the much deserved punishment i've been waiting for the whole year.

Here i am, old enough to know better but willing to believe in christmas miracles.

I'll be waiting for you on christmas eve santa. and hoping that you give me a naked Dom of my own wearing a pretty ribbon and not much else.

And just to make sure you make my christmas wish come true, i'll be extra naughty just for you.

Come on over Santa, and i'll give you something to HO HO HO about.

Lots of Kisses,

9/6/2010 6:52:09 AM

i haven't been to this site in a while and seems to me things still haven't changed around here. still the same people with their tired old tricks and same lame pick-up lines. wouldn't it be great if somehow the trite bullshit that people spout around this place stopped and people got real for just one moment? ahh... and now i remember why i stopped checking my messages in this place the past few weeks. it's crazy the way people seem to think that being kinky means being rude or obnoxious. still the hope that i find someone in here who is not a complete waste of time (or a moron) is still shining bright... a little less bright then before but the light is still flickering. all i want is someone i connect with on a more intimate level than what i've found here so far... is that too freaking much to ask? and thus the search begins again...

7/4/2010 10:49:30 AM

NOT LOOKING FOR A DOM
BUT THANKS FOR ASKING ANYWAY

7/3/2010 8:47:41 AM

i'm back...

with brand new experiences and hopefully with my blinders gone now.

i have learned so many new things about me.

unfortunately one of the things i've learned is how easily things change.

when you now know that someone who professes to love you hurts you intentionally.

now, with my blinders gone and a high wall of distrust and cynicism around me i am back to see just how different the world is without my naive need to look at the world through rose tinted glasses.

it's sad to see that the world is dark and gray and cold.

i want that innocence back...

7/3/2010 8:33:38 AM

forced to evaluate some of the choices i made...
can't help thinking

is the loss of innocence something to be celebrated or mourned?

is shattered idealism something that you use to help you grow or is it something that you use as an excuse never to dream again?

you had something precious and rare in your hands, and you let it fly away because you never understood... i just needed you to guide me. to help me navigate this new chapter in my life. but you were too busy being right that you forgot about us.

7/3/2010 8:13:28 AM

sorry just people watching for now.

not really in the mood for anything more than that...

6/22/2010 11:43:05 PM

met some really nice people in CM... great conversationalist too. you know who you are! thanks for the great talk we had. it was enlightening and i love your sense of humor...

i feel the beginning of a great friendship here! :)

on the flip side there are a lot of weirdos here... but your emails make for great reading anyway... hehe

6/22/2010 11:39:04 PM

you don't like what i write in my journal?

STOP READING IT THEN! :p

6/17/2010 8:11:05 PM

been looking at profiles local to me for the past few hours and i have to say doms are slim pickings around here...

eh. too bad i was hoping to find someone who i can talk to atleast.

are there any doms in the manila-quezon city area who actually know what a sub is and what to do with her?

and no i am not willing to be your housekeeper!

6/17/2010 7:34:42 PM

wow learned something new today. there are lots of people asking for money here huh?

new thought... if i have to pay you to have sex with you... there's a name for people like that and it ain't a prodomme honey :)

6/17/2010 7:00:19 PM

it's really irritating that some supposed "Doms" are demanding that i call them master or sir the first time they email me.

being called "master" is a priveledge not a right.

calling someone master comes naturally once that Dom earns your respect so please get a clue.

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