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nikos30
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I am in love with being served. It is what drives me, what turns me on, and a lack of that service has led to the demise of my other relationships. I have no problem telling you how to serve me, but I am looking for someone who is willing to learn.
Every woman is different. Vanilla just doesnt taste the same. I do not want some one to relocate. I dont want that responsibility. I wouldnt mind being entertained if you live here or if you visit... often. If you live on a neighbor island, and you want me to come visit you you must be willing to make those arrangements. Otherwise, I am content here in my little piece of paradise.
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I am looking for a sub man who understands the following:
1) I am high maintenance. I need someone to take the time to figure out everything I like and hate... getting it wrong will surely equal punishment.
2) You are not enough for me. You are not good enough for me. You will be competing for my attention and will welcome my abuse, denial and demands.
3) I hate being questioned. If I dont tell you what to do to please me, try to figure it out, and if you get it wrong, you will learn eventually.
4) I expect, demand and deserve a multi-faceted type of worship and servitude.
As I child I received spankings, but I always found restriction was much more intolerable. I still believe that to this day....
ps...
I do not want to know any of the following:
How well hung you are (or are not)
How badly you want to taste me
How desperately you want to see me riding you so you can be looking up at me
etc. etc.
In other words, if you are looking for sexual domination, in other words, someone to fuck you that is not what I am here for.
I am here to deny you, to subjugate you, to prohibit you from experiencing a sexual release...
but there is someone on this site for you
I dont do cyber anything. Live, face to face servitude ONLY
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So, the past few months have been interesting. I took a new sub under my foot, and it was fun while it lasted, but he, like I was new to the lifestyle and not quite ready to serve me in the way that I want.
I am browsing again...
Alot of people have emailed me looking for me. I havent had time to reply and I dont owe any explanation. As a 'courtesy' I am telling you now that I was occupied with someone I deemed more important than you...
I do not have much time for online chat, so if thats what you are looking for it will be an arduous trek... however, I have email, and I can respond that way, as long as you do not try to overwhelm me.
If you are visiting Hawaii soon, and you want to meet me, let me know. If you want to stay with me... fat chance! I am not looking for a live in, 24/7 situation. I am tired of babysitting. |
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Once again...
I continue to check my messages, even while I am traveling...
And I usually respond to most first time writers, and thats no easy task as I get 30 or so a day, but once again, many of you are contcting me without reading my profile or paying attention to anything I say...
Yesterday, after responding to someone in my dominant manner... he whimpered off with his tail between his legs, saying (and I quote) "I do believe there is a difference between humiliation and disrespect... "
If you are looking for soft, gentle speaking, loving mistress... look elsewhere
I am not the one to hold your hand and massage your genatalia while we pretend that one of us is more dominant than the other...
I am not going to massage your ego and make you feel better about yourself while spanking you
I will not "make love" to you from behind while helping you live out your sissy fantasy...
I am the only one receiving massages... My strapon is a torture device... and my tone of voice is a humiliating one... dont contact me if you are seeking something else...
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9/24
I am currently talking to and learning about people on this website. I have met someone pretty close to me, but for the most part, what I have been meeting are part-time fetish seekers. If you are not really into this, it will come through in the little things that you say.
There has to be more to your desire than JUST being a financial slave, or JUST being a pain slut, or JUST being taken advantage of.
My dominance over you is more complex than JUST your one little, limited fantasy.
Why cant you understand that?
Listen boys (and girls), my dominance is multi-faceted and if you are just looking for a one dimensional living out of your perverted fantasy, I am not here to help you.
True perversion is not that limited in my eyes... |
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If you are contacting me with out reading my profile, then you are a lost cause and I will not respond to you...
If you do not read my journal entries (there are only a few) I will still probably ignore your email..
Here I will post some of my frequently asked questions... beginning with this one...
1- No I am not looking for a 24/7 live in...
2- I am not looking to bring someone here from another country, and frankly another state will be difficult.
3- You want to be closer to me, but if you come visit, be prepared to pay for a hotel. I am not bringing a stranger to live in my home for even a brief stay. Do I look crazy?
4- I am not big into cyber... I am busy and neglectful to the internet.
5- You can relocate to Hawaii... but:
Hawaii is one of the most expensive places to live in in the country, and unless you are independently wealthy do not contact me about relocating to be closer to me. I do not have the time or the desire to help you relocate. This is about me... not you. This is my world, you want to enter it. Its not the other way around...
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New Journal Entry --- September 16
Ok, so today I have determined that while I am excited to recently have learned about all of the online D/s opportunities, I am really disappointed in the number of flakes here on this website.
It almost seems easier to just trap a man and turn him into my sub... |
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