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I have a confession to make, I feel really ashamed about this...
A few years ago I ended up in a "normal" relationship, everything was going well and eventually we moved in together. That's when things changed, the first week we stayed there some odd things started happening. I recall having a slight disagreement one evening after work, I thought it was settled but it was soon brought to my attention later that night. I had just got out of the shower and was ready for bed, I walked in to the bedroom and she was sat there with a smile on her face, next thing I pulled the covers off the bed and got in, I could feel something in the bed, my memory is a little vague here but it turned out the be straps or a few ropes. I ended up getting tied to the bed with me thinking everything is ok and assumed we were trying something different.
How wrong was I!, as soon as I was led there helpless she brought up the incident from earlier on in the day, then I was spoken down to, told my actions were childish and was told I'm going to be punished!, I was quite scared stuck like that... Next thing she puts her hand under the bed and pulls out a full sized adult disposable nappy!!, I was too confused to ask what she was going to do with it!. Next minute she asks me to lift up my bum, I laughed!, I really could not believe what was happening... In the end I gave in and did what she said, it resulted in her putting it on me. I was made to sleep like that and tied up.
Any time something happened she didn't like or was feeling cruel this would happen, then it happened if she worked weekends as I was told I couldn't be trusted as she was worried I might play with myself!, so had to stay in a nappy overnight and during the day time.
She then decided that in her opinion men can't be trusted and are likely to play with themselves, she then started denying me orgasms during sex, or forced me to play with her while being kept wrapped up. It was then decided by her that I should wear one to bed as she didn't me getting aroused when she was trying to sleep and especially not let anything drip out of me when turned on (as if I would do that)!.
As time went on, I found myself in this situation more and more, it was highly embarrassing, humiliating and degrading - She loved every minute of it.
This is just the tip of the iceberg what happened, however we eventually split up sometime ago, but I genuinely believe she is right with her opinion of men, as much as I hated it I am convinced I should do what i'm told and if that's how I should be treated so be it.
I am a decent guy, with a good career, a good lifestyle and obviously I have other interests in life aside from this and enjoy intelligent conversation.
Without sounding big-headed which I am not. I feel I am attractive/handsome or cute (So i'm told), I am also in good shape/health. But as I'm a bit cautious of putting a full face I can send you some "normal" pictures if you wish to see what I look like.
Would be lovely to hear from you especially likeminded people, including any other people who are familiar/curious about these particular interests.
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