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HI I am a submissive woman who enjoys topping females but I am still just a submissive in service. I have been known to swing a mean flogger (prefer to scene men & women in a nonsexual way) every now and again but I look at it as service not topping. I am not new to the lifestyle, I have been active (and inactive) the past 6 years. I have taken time to heal and grow. I am just starting seek someone compatable with my life. I love working with submissives aside from just a play scene. I enjoy helping them blossom and grow into the beautiful beings they are inside. If you are a tormenter or someone who gets your jollies off making someone hurt inside beware I am "da guard sub" and have not one submissive bone in my body when I stand toe to toe with *cough* dominants like who are like that.
I don't believe in fast romance, *blush* even if I am guilty of having had them in the past and will not have sex on the first date, that isn't just my rule but my Mentors and Protectors rule as well... hehehe no that doesn't mean I will have it on the third date either so I will make it clear... I am not in a rush if you need to get laid before you even speak to me about who I am... then look up a hooker and leave me alone... lol. I believe a good relationship should be based on friendship and attraction no I am not trying to top from the bottom... I am a woman not a little girl and I will not be fodder for people's inner demons. blah blah blah...lol.
I know who I am and what I am about... and most of all I like me. That doesn't mean I am not willing to change some things about me... I am working on them now... I am just very comfortable inside my skin. *chuckles* would be even more comfortable with a bit less inside my skin with me... and slightly more tone skin... again I am working on it.
Now before I come off too stuffy and ridged *sigh* no not stuffed and ribbed...lol. I love to have fun. I love to serve. I love sitting at someone's feet. I love being petted. I love many forms and fashions of sexual activities. I seek someone who will protect me but who won't be angry if I stand to fight at his side if the need arises.
I am a widowed mother of 2. And as I am all they have, they come first, no matter what. But not in the sense that I will ignore my Dominant's needs. Yes I have been known to be able to multitask...lol. I am seeking a man who will be a part of all our lives so if this is a problem I wish you luck elsewhere. If you are TOO interested in my children this will be looked into because they are not a part of this lifestyle and will NOT be taught about it until they are well into adulthood and only if they are curious. They know enough to know that while they may see and hear things they don't understand that Mommy is safe and sane and loves them very much.
Thanks for checking me out and I hope many blessing flow to you. 
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So what is the point anyway? We are all so worried about being heard that none of us listen to each other anymore. No wonder society is down the tubes... *chuckles* oh well that was my frustrated gripe for the month... I hope... course I guess I should have done it yesterday since it is the 1st today...lol. |
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Why do I struggle as I do? Am I scared or simply not seeking what lies on this path? I watch and learn and observe and speak... yet I hold back my acceptance. hummm I guess I will have to keep watching, learning, and observing. |
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I have been a part of the local BDSM community for 6 years... I have met some outstanding people... I left because too many people 'claim' what they have not earned. In being on this site for just a few days I have discovered that the real life community came no where close to the posers stalking this venue. For shame those of you who know who you are... and I pity those of you who don't and who you get a hold of. I have taken time to focus on what I need and who I am. Try it... not as easy as you may think. I can sit in silence and not lose my mind to the voices inside my head. No I am not insane but if you wish to see that side of me push me and then meet me in a dark alley. Oh and for those who knew me in my past life... Thanks. |
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I have been asking a lot of questions of late. To both those around me and myself... once again I am reaching deep inside me and discovering what lies there. I know I can learn to like it... I just hope those around me aren't too shocked...lol |
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| Age: 27 |
| Biloxi,
Mississippi |
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