PLEASE HELP AM I NORMAL


I'm definitely submissive and totally obediant to dominant women. I have had to deal with my desires, unusuall thoughts and extreme submissive fantasies for far too long.

Honestley im 25 safe sane and concensual and most of all mature, obediant, trustworthy and loyal.

In my time i have had four sexuall partners in reasonable relationships that have fallen apart every time i mention my desire to serve as a submissive.

I work full time and am not a bum, I have recently move back home with my mum until i find the right Domme who genuinely enjoys using males as they see fit.

Im now at the point of finding myself thinking about the scene all the time and i mean all the time, its so bad i have to chatise myself from getting constant erections at work every day.


I constantly find myself wearing my mums panties every chance i get, Im always putting myself into some strange self induced cock and ball tortue scenarios.

Im now finding myself spanking myself and resisting constant orgasms. I also frequently give myself anal to the point i have trained myself to take a 7inch dildo in me.

IM looking to find a relationship in real time either 24/7 , long term or part time with a Domme who i will serve faithfully honestly and completley open minded I wish to relenquish all control to one person for complete and utter domination

I have yet to be dominated by anyone except myself. im extremely aroused by
anal. bondage, nipple torture, chastity, cling film, cbt, collar and lead, forced feminization, cross dressing, strap-ons, discipline, humiliation, forced infantism, sensory deprivation and pain, and i most definitley am turned on by the thought or arousal by tears.

im interested in fisting, electrotorture, tranvestism and rimming.

the only experience i have encountered is from self teaching and education in BDSM, im submissive and ready to commit to a dominant anyway she desires i wish to gain real life experince and will work as hard as possible to please my owner at all time.

please someone help me discover my natural submissive nature and turn me into a submissive you can be proud of.

I AM READY TO BE YOURS , NO GAMES HAVE YET TO SERVE ANYONE EVER ,,, PLEASE HELP ME ....
CONFUSED SUB NEEDS GUIDANCE NOW