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Very happily and gladly owned by mastertruck1 and i could not be any happier with anyone love the guy to pieces and don't want anyone else :D
I am a young outgoing, caring, sweet, romantic, loving, nice, understanding girl. I am very much interested in BDSM, i'm a switch girl but prefer to be submissive and am not good at being dom so don't ask me to be, I love attention, people, and being submissive. Well i suck at doing self explanations so if you wanna know anything just ask me.
this quiz is so right and accurate i am these things
You Scored as Submissive
Submissive
100%
Degradation
86%
Experimental
79%
Bondage
71%
Masochist
61%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur
43%
Vanilla
29%
Sadist
29%
Switch
25%
Dominant
4%
a poem i wrote myself about how i feel about my past
Tragic past
sometimes all i see is pain
no joy in the world
my mind won't let me live the life i want
all i can think of is the past I've lived and still hurt from
there's nothing that can describe this kind of pain not many are unlucky enough to experience what I've experienced the hurt it throbs on your heart
it clenches at your insides and you can't do anything to make it better
the memories won't stop flooding back
the tears are nonstop
all you can feel is numb cold pain
you want to escape it but its all inside your head
you try to think of happier things
but your mind is so determined on the pain
you go to talk to people about it but that isn't enough
you start to feel like your gonna explode
you know there's nothing that can be done
your heart is burning with fiery pain
the pain unlike any other no words can describe it
it eats away at your insides
you feel like going into a corner and rocking back and forth
you see no light
you feel no joy
and all you can do is just cry for hours
you want to grab a knife and stab yourself to death
you try to do that but your muscles won't let you you realize you can't escape
your broken down emotionally
trying to escape the floods of memories
but not even the warmest of loves can soothe this pain
you start to give in trying to hurt yourself and make it stop but no matter your efforts all you do is nothing to help
you want it to end
you try harder to stop the pain
harder and harder but every time
you try to stop the memories
but they end up taking over your body
your stuck in your own subconscious with no way out its time to give up and let it go
you try to deal with it but you can't
you cave in and give in to the feelings of extreme sorrow
you let yourself shed the tears
no matter how hard you try all u see is hell on earth
If you have read this far put WICKED as your message subject thanks :)
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| Age: 28 |
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