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About katie012
***Wow, it's not been a week and here I want to ammend my profile. Hard lessons learned this week...LOL***
You want to find out exactly who you are and what you are capable of, take a walk in the lifestyle.
I believe honesty and good communication can bring forth great rewards. Otherwise, how do we know for sure we are meeting the needs of the other. It's a powerplay of sorts, or tug-of-war is it not? You are my Master, because I let you be, not because you demand it. I submit to you because I know you have my best interest at heart and you will guide me to those depths in which I cannot go alone. Your pleasure comes from my trust in you; knowing that what you want to do to me, in that moment, will satisfy you, and it also satisfies me; because I know you want it and deserve it as much as I.
I am a gift to be treasured. The one who gets me will have my loyalty and obedience. I am a quick study and will no longer take this lightly. Trust comes from both parties being open and honest; building their relationship as time passes by. Baby steps are needed in the beginning to test the waters. Finding each other's strengths is just as important as pushing their weaknesses. Fear should come from not achieving your goals, not because you give someone the power to push you into their control.
New to the lifestyle and have lots I want to explore and learn. Looking for a mentor first. I am a switch and am domme to women. If you are a sub woman looking, please say hi. I am an intelligent, professional woman who has many desires and fantasies that need filled. I do not care about race, wgt etc...as long as there is a connection btwn us, that is all that matters to have an enjoyable experience. I love to write in my spare time. Below is one of the first pieces I ever wrote. This is NOT from experience, just a piece on how I can see a relationship can be and grow from. Hope this gives you an insight to me and you enjoy the read.
Letters To Brad: Double Penetration
Something woke me and I am lying face down on the bed, naked. This isn't unusual as I sometimes sleep in the nude, especially if Brad is staying over. He tends to keep me without apparel these days. We met a couple months back and our relationship has been a whirlwind since then. We met at a mutual friend's party and were instantly drawn to each other. We shared a bottle of wine that night and have seen each other regularly since. You could say he swept me off my feet. He lives a couple hours away from me, so our time together is precious to me. We talk daily and make trips back and forth to see one another when we can.
I yawn as I stretch and notice two things at once. My alarm clock reads 5:15 a.m., which means it didn't go off at 5:00 a.m. as it should have. Secondly, my legs are spread to the edges of each corner of the mattress and are secured by something. I sit back on my heels and reach for the restraints. There is little light coming through the bedroom window at this hour so I cannot exactly make out what has me tied. It feels like leather rope with leather cuffs around my ankles. I try and move one of my legs wider to slide around the edge to see if it will give, but it doesn't. I stop trying to get free of the restraints when I realize it's useless, I'm stuck. Brad and I have discussed bondage before, but I can't believe that he would tie me without my permission. I look up to confront him on it when I hear him approach the bedroom.
The figure standing in the doorway is not Brad. I know this because he is shorter than Brad, and the way he stands it's like he is ready for a fight. I grab at the cuffs again to see if I can pry them apart. I can't get them to budge and fear strikes me to the core. The man takes a step closer, to let me know his intent. My mind races to find a solution. Brad was with me last night, but he said he might have to leave early to get home. I don't remember that he said goodbye to me. He wouldn't leave me and not say goodbye. My confusion over the situation leaves me motionless as the intruder takes another step.
Once more I am struck with fear. Could this man have done something to Brad? I take a deep breath to calm myself and try and think clearly. My heart is racing and it feels like it is going to pop out of my chest. Another step. I yell, "What do you want?," as he reaches the bed. "You, Bitch," and he grabs the back of my head and slams me to the mattress. The jolt takes my breath and I moan from the pain of my biting my lip. I keep still and try to quiet my racing thoughts. I taste blood and my lip stings from being split. He slowly releases his grip. I inch myself up the mattress so that I am lying flat. This puts me closer to the nightstand. Maybe I can reach my scissors in the top drawer.
I turn my head toward the intruder to see what he is doing. He is standing at the edge of the bed like he is waiting for instruction. I can't help but yell for Brad. "Brad, can you hear me.?" I am screaming and panic has consumed me. The man grabs my ankles and sqeezes hard. I shut up immediately. One minute passes and no movement, no noise. I am getting antsy and ask him again what he wants. "Bitch, you better shut up. You talk to me when I talk to you. Understand?" I mumble a yes. Yes, what Bitch? I shake my head because I don't understand what he is asking me. He pounds his fist on the mattress near my head. I SAID, YES WHAT, BITCH. "Yes, Sir." "Now that's a good girl. You are going to do what I say to do and when I say to do you it, understand?" I nod yes. "UNDERSTAND?" Yes, Sir.
I start to tremble as his hands work their way up my inner thighs. His hands are soft. I would have expected them to be calloused. Over and over he strokes the backs of my legs and my inner thighs. He tells me to relax on more than one occassion but I cannot. I don't know what this man is going to do to me and I don't know where Brad is or if he is hurt.
I look around the room to see if there is something within reach that I could use as a weapon. It is slowly getting lighter in the room as the sun is rising. There is a glass of water on the nightstand. I could break the glass and use it and the scissors are still on my mind if I need them. I turn my head toward the window and I see a second person in the room. I didn't notice him before. He is leaning back against the wall with his arms folded across his chest. I squint to get a better look. Just then the man at the end of the bed demands that I get up on my hands and knees. I don't want to and I don't move. "Get up Bitch, I wont tell you again." I look back at the other man. He hasn't moved.
My intruder grabs my hair and I yell from the pain. I push myself up onto my knees. He releases my hair. "That's it Bitch, get that sweet ass in the air." He starts to massage my ass cheeks. One of his hands runs the length of my slit. "She's already wet," he tells the other man. I look back once more and the man has moved from the wall. There isn't enough light in the room, but I sense that this person is Brad. He hasn't spoken and I haven't seen his movement to know for sure. He seems to be the right height and build. He moves toward the closet. I strain to see if I can get a better look. I cannot.
My intruder is back to massaging my ass. Spreading my ass cheeks as he does. He leans forward and licks me there. His fingers begin to probe my pussy. Two fingers in and out over and over as he continues to lick my ass. I can't help but enjoy the sensation. My mind tells me that I shouldn't but I am. I look toward the closet at the other man. I am silently begging for this to be Brad. If it's Brad then he is here to keep me safe. If it isn't Brad, then I will have to fight off two men. I don't stuggle as the man continues his assault on my pussy and ass. I need to know if the other man is Brad or not. He has disappeared into the closet. I can hear that he is searching for something.
I am told to lie back down. I immediately do so. I hear the man come out of the closet. I turn my head to look. The light was turned on so I should be able to see who the man is. I can't see as my intruder has moved to block the view and is standing at the side of the bed near my head. His cock not far away. He is long and hard. His hand starts to rub the head. He takes his precum between his thumb and forefinger and rubs it together, lubing it well. He brings this to my mouth and tells me to open. I do and bite down on his fingers. He grabs my hair and I let up. He yanks his fingers from my mouth. "So you like it rough then?" I shake my head no. "No?' 'Oh I think you do. I think you want to suck my dick and have my friend here fuck you in the ass." Once again I shake my head no. He grabs my chin and pulls it towards him. "Like or it or no, that"s what going to happen." "Understand?" I can't move or respond. He squeezes my jaw until I respond with a nod. He releases me and I let my head fall to my arms. I silently begin to cry.
I hear something drop to the floor beside my bed. I look down around my intruder and recognize it as my bag of sex toys. I am confused by this and look up at my intruder. Then I look around the room for the other man. I don't see him. Intruder picks up the bag and opens it to dump the contents on the mattress beside me. "Pick one." I can't decide. These are supposed to be used for enjoyment and I fear that I am going to be now tortured by the things I once loved. "If you don't pick one, I will choose for you." I am not quick enough in my response so he picks up my 8" dildo I call Dan. I gasp at the thought of what he will do with it.
"Brad are you here with me," I ask. "Please Brad, if you are here, tell me so." "I am here baby. I want to watch. Is that okay?" I am so relieved and I nod in acceptance. The intruder tells me to stop talking or I will be punished. He picks up the toys from the bed and leaves Dan there. He keeps the Ky with him too and opens it. He squeezes some in his hands. Then he picks up Dan and starts to slowly stroke him and lube him up. "I am going to fuck you with this Bitch, understand?" Yes, Sir. "Back to your knees." I get back up and look for Brad. I need his reassurance. He is there with is loving eyes on me, and I know everything is going to be okay. The intruder moves back to the end of the bed and slowly runs Dan down my slit. Mixing the KY with my own juices. He slowly puts the head in my pussy. I moan as he is stretching me. He uses the other hand to put his thumb in my ass. The sensation of both is overwhelming. I lean back to encourage him to give me more. He takes my meaning and pushes Dan in deeper. His thumb goes deeper. Oh this is good. He starts to work Dan and his thumb simultaneously. I want it deeper and harder so I push back once more. "Yeah you like that Bitch, don't you?" Yes, sir.
Intruder starts to move faster, harder, deeper just as I want. He pulls his thumb from my ass so that he can work Dan better. I am panting and moaning from the intense feel. Suddenly he pulls Dan out. "Now it's my turn, Bitch" I look at Brad with pleading eyes. He knows what I want and comes forward. He pulls off his pants and I see he is rock hard. He moves forward so that I can lick the tip of his head. Mmm yes, this is what I want. He gets on the bed in front of me and sits down and leans his back against the headboard. My pussy is being pleasantly assaulted by the intruder, but my focus is on Brad and his big, beautiful cock. I grab Brad's legs and pull him toward me so that I can get a better hold on him. My hand wraps around the base of his shaft and I look at him as I move my head down to encapture this cock with my mouth. We both moan as we are both enjoying it. My intruder is getting more urgent with his thrusts which tells me he is ready to cum. I want Brad to cum too so I squeeze hard and stroke faster. I suck harder and lick his precum as it comes out. Licking, sucking, stroking until he begins to shake. "Yes baby, cum for me."
The intruder slaps my ass and tells me I am to cum too. He pulls out and grabs Brad's ankles and moves him further down the bed between my legs. We are now face to face. He reaches for me and kisses me deeply, lovingly. I return the kiss eagerly. My intruder releases my restraints. I look back at him and then down at Brad for guidance. "Sit on my cock baby." Oh yes, I manuever myself to sit on top when the intruder tells us that we need to be closer to the edge of the bed. Brad lifts us up as one and moves us further down. I don't take my eyes from him. He must see my confusion as he tells me to trust him. I do and I nod. "Sit on my cock and lean forward." I do as I am told. The intruder gets behind me and begins playing with my ass again. He has more Ky on his hands and fingers and probes one finger then two stretching my ass. The feeling is intense but not painful. I slowly rock on Brad's dick while my ass is being stretched. "Ready, Bitch?" I don't have time to answer before he rams his cock full in. I yell out from the initial pain. He grabs my shoulders and holds me there. I release a hiss. Fuck yeah, that's good. He slowly moves inside me, while pushing down on my shoulders. This gives me more pleasure from Brad. He too begins to move. Thrusting his hips upward. His cock penetrating my pussy. I rock back and forth on Brad's cock while the intruder moves in and out of my ass. All three of us are panting now and waiting for release we know will come soon. Brad grabs my tits and pinches my nipples. He rolls the nipples between his thumb and forefinger and pulls hard. This sends a lightening sensation straight to my sex. I move faster, grind harder. Brad doesn't let go of my tits. I lean forward and he lifts his head so that he can suck on them. Yes this is good. He bites and nibbles and I moan. "I am going to cum on your dick Brad. You ready for me?" My intruder hearing this begins his jackhammer assault on my ass. Brad nips at my lower lip as I cry out my orgasm. Intruder man is next. "Fuck yeah, Bitch" I look at Brad and he grabs my hips and moves me, grinds me on him. "Fuck me baby" Intruder man is no longer in me and I can freely now fuck Brad. I sit up and lean back on my hands and bounce up and down as he lifts his hips and thrusts into me. We work together so beautifully. "Ah yeah baby, I am cumming." I don't stop, I keep up my bouncing. I lean forward and grind. "Give it all to me Brad." "It's all yours baby." His release is sweet ecstacy. I fall forward onto him. Brad grabs me and holds me tight. I hear the intruder moving about. He leaves the room and a few moments later I hear the front door close. I roll off Brad and lie next to him, both still holding on to one another. Our bodies are sweaty and spent. "I love you Brad, thank you for that." "I love you too, Katie. I will always be here for you." We fall asleep holding each other and don't wake for hours. |
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Letters To Brad: Me, Myself and Dreaming of Brad
I woke up this morning alone. I was horny and all I could think about was having you beside me.... Wrapped around me and keeping me warm. I like when your hands touch and caress me; when you lips kiss and suck me; when your tongue licks and tastes me; when your teeth nibble and bite me.
I have a little time before I have to get out of bed and get ready for work. I want to feel you so badly that I let my hands explore my body. I didnt sleep in any clothes last night and I am completely nude lying here in bed. I run my hand over my tits. My nipples are already erect. I tweak each of my nipples and move both hands down my stomach. I push up my hips when I reach my sex and enjoy my fingers there a moment. I bring my knees into the air and place my feet on the bed. Slowly I let my knees fall apart opening me for my fingers.
I can feel my slick pussy and I rub my wetness over my clit. I moan because I am sensitive there and the sensation is all I want it to be. I play with my clit working it gently as I run two fingers inside me. In and out slowly over and over. I start to apply pressure to increase my sensitivity. Yes, this is good. I lick my lips and open my mouth slightly. I have started to pant. I lift my hips again for deeper penetration.
My fingers are now moving faster and my clit is starting to swell. I lay my head back and think of you beside me watching me masturbate. You talk to me and encourage me on. "Yes, Katie like that." You nip at my ear and I turn my head away from you so that you can continue. You lick my neck and move you lips and tongue to my shoulder and bite me there. I moan again. You know I love it when you bite me there. You help me with my exploration and put your hand over mine. "Oh Katie I want to be inside you." You move your hand to my tits and pinch my nipples. This sensation is bringing me to release. I want you so much. I call out your name as I cum all over my fingers. My hand leaves my clit and I squeeze and pull on my nipples for extra satisfaction. So damn good.
I lie here for a couple of minutes enjoying my relaxed state. I stretch and realize it is time to get ready for work. I frown as I dont want to leave the bed just yet. I squeeze my nipples again. Yes still sensitive so I check my clit to see how she is doing. She is ready for more. I dive in and work it hard and fast for another quick release. This time no distractions, just hard and fast thinking of nothing but the pleasure it will bring. I am not disappointed as my release comes hard and quick. |
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