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My name is Serena, I am 19, lost my dad very young (when I was 5) lived with Mum alone untill she got married 4 years ago. My step dad was a real terrible person who always have my mum and me spanked like hell, making me discover I like being spanked. Mum died very young (38) two years ago and I lived with him since then. He is still the same mean person, the same polish rough person as we are all poles. He insisted that we all speak polish all the time , even untill now, never allowed me to have a real boyfriend.
The only good thing he did was allwoing me to have basic schooling ( I did not even finish high school) and to be honest I was not the good student ever.
He pushed me into making nude pictures and I am sure he sold them somewhere, because he took me to a big studio owned by a friend of his who told me I will be great as a model . I never believed him, but liked doing it. For three months now he is trying to push me on some of his friends, and when I refuse I get the real spanking of my life.
I tried to run away but it was a total failure running with a stupid person who used me even more than him. So I returned back.
I need to know someone nice and intelligent, better if he is older, want to be his girl, his sub, and I am ready to learn everything for him. Hope he will make me his friend for a start. Even starting like tjis I need it very discreet untill I feel safe and serious about it.
I need an uncle or even a father's figure to listen to me and write and advice me.
I am more than serious , and I hope you will find the time to write back asap. I would prefer to leave Minnesota.
Serena
Mandy8472
 
 Age: 25
 Scotland, United Kingdom