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	About kaseyreborn I submit in spite of my feelings, not because of them. If submission was based upon feelings, which are fickle, and external factors, which are ever-changing, then my submission would also be fickle and ever-changing. Submission is not warm and fuzzy. It's real and it's hardcore and it doesn't stop just because it doesn't feel good or because i don't like it or because it's hard or because there are problems my life or my career or my relationships. I do not suddenly decide not to submit one day just because she does not feel like it anymore. If i did, then it would not be submission. I need to obey Obedience is essential to my happiness, centeredness, and balance. Obedience provides a feeling of completeness. My responsibility is not to weigh possible consequences of decisions i may or may not make. There is not a decision to be made. There is only obedience. When life is lived this way, things suddenly become so simple. I need to serve. "Service" is a broad term that encompasses many different activities. Service can be given through physical means such as massaging a dominant's feet, doing the dishes, organizing a file cabinet, typing emails, or simply being a good conversationalist. Service can be offered to the community through hosting an event, through volunteering to help with things that need to be done, or through helping a new person to grow in their own understanding of themselves in the Lifestyle. Service is not passive. Service is active. Service requires strength. I need to be pleasing. Becoming more pleasing physically, mentally, and spiritually is something that requires daily work. One can work daily to be more pleasing in word, action, reaction, physical appearance, health (and therefore ability to serve), manner of communication, and success in my daily and long-term pursuits. In every aspect of life, becoming more pleasing is of the utmost importance. Why? Because all the blood, all the sweat, and all the tears are all made worthwhile by the sight of a smile and the sound of the words, "good girl." I submit because it is in me to submit. I submit because it is impossible for me to be happy any other way. I did not choose slavery. Slavery chose me. kasey Quote of the Week: "With that gag in, you sound like an otter having a seizure while masturbating."

I've been lyricalsongbird in the Lifestyle scene almost for as long as I can remember. It's been a handle that, while I use it, nobody calls me by that. In fact, for the past seven years everybody called me joy-- the name a dear friend and former dominant gifted me with. "joy" has come to define me and who I am, both the good and the bad parts of me. I have many friends in this Lifestyle, both in St. Louis and elsewhere, who know me as simply, "joy."

Those of you who are close to me know that in the past year, my life has gone through a complete overhaul. Things have been in constant motion and constant change in every aspect of my life. I have had my mentor to thank for much of this. This includes my dropping 53 pounds in the past year, searching for a new job, and coming to many epiphanies regarding my submission and what I want and need from this Lifestyle. It's certainly not been a bed of roses, but I would not change a single bit of it-- not for anything. It is time for me to leave behind who i was and welcome with open arms who it is i will become.

i am still the same person you know... and yet I am infinitely different. I am the steady, loyal friend you have always had-- yet I am ever changing as I learn about myself, grow in my submission, and allow my thoughts, actions, and idealisms to be molded into something better than what they were before.

My new name was gifted to me by my Trainer. It is Celtic in origin, just as my own heritage. It means "possessing bravery or vigilance." My understanding of bravery is possessing the courage to confront fear, pain, or uncertainty. Pain and fear are two of the most honest and truthful things that exist. They are things which i have the ability both to confront with my chin held high. When I experience them, I also am able to be honest and truthful. I may no longer hide. I must face them and in doing so, grow to become the person i have the potential to become.

There are times that i feel i am neither brave nor vigilant, and yet my name reminds me that it does not matter any longer what excuses i give for my own failures and mistakes. I do not have the option any longer to decide if i am or if i am not. All that matters is that if He says i am... then i am.

i am kasey. i am reborn.

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