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ABOUT ME: I'm 31, 5'2, size 22, short chestnut brown hair, and hazel-green eyes that will change shade with my mood. I am short and curvy and as much as I want that to change it most likely won't, and I am ok with that. I am a sub not a slave and not a doormat. I want to get married and have kids and I don't want a 9-5 type job. I want to be a wife and mom in a poly relationship with 2 men. I am honest enough with myself to know that isn't likely to happen in this century, but well a girl can dream.
I am told I'm like an open book, easy to read, and I wear my heart on my sleeve. I can't lie I have tried but you will know instantly so, why try I can't seem to pull them off. I'm shy at first but once I feel safe very outgoing, and the party doesn't start till I get there. Even more outgoing if I know what is expected of me I can conform to that. I'm stubborn about issues I believe important yet I'm a pretty easygoing person, go with the flow, flexible. I love to just sit back and laugh. I am an open and honest person, sub. Please feel free to ask me anything and I will do my best to answer. I love to cook and bake, crochet and paint. I love creating things building things. I am still the tomboy and a Daddys girl. I can take things apart and put them together but give me a mess to clean and I'm lost. I'm a people person I love being involved. I am also a total dork I like video games and cards. I love scary movies, even better if I can hide behind someone while I watch. lol
MY SAYING is that I'm an Angel to Devil in one second flat, because that what my high school tennis couch said about me. She said I'm this really nice player I can make a point last forever till I get board and then you won't have a chance. She liked seeing the shocked look on my opponent's faces.
In the car I play my music really loud and sing till I notice someone watching, it's like a release for me I love it but I don't sing in the shower unless I can hear the radio.
I have been curious about D/s for a while since I became sexually active I've wanted to know what it was liked to be cuffed, to be played with at the will of another. I have always assumed that these were things other girls all wanted so I didn't think myself odd. While I was dating an ex, I finally got the courage to ask to be cuffed. At his shock I realized oh maybe this isn't normal and he really made me feel wrong about wanting it. Needless to say we broke up and here I am.
I think of myself as a NATURAL sub. I have an innate need to please and I derive pleasure from knowing I"m giving it. Even from the youngest age I've been this way. My mother tells stories of how my twin and I would share a cookie or something and she would break it in half so I would get to choose which half I wanted. I would always take the smaller one and one day my mom said something like Why did you take the smaller one? And I looked at her with big eyes and said Cause its important to her.? My family has dozens of stories like this about me. I don't know why it took me so long to figure it out though.
As for my LIMITS I am really willing to try just about anything nothing to extreme, no permanent marks or marks the people at work could see, and no scat. Otherwise I either haven't thought of it or I might consider it in some way not saying I would but I might.
Please know I am seriously looking for a relationship. I want it all. I really don't want to move. I love my family and we are all really close. I am looking for real life only and the potentional of long term.
I have been single a bit now my last serious vanilla boyfriend complained that I liked sex to much. I have reached the point in my life where I'm tired of dating guys who won't or can't meet both my sexual and submissive needs.
I'm looking for POLYANRDY at least MfM or Mfm but either way I just want to. Sleep in the middle and make my Men very very happy. If you can figure out how to have sex upside down and backwards I just may need to marry you. :)
If there is anything you want to know or have questions about please just ask. Thank you for your time and consideration.
I just took the BDSM Quiz!
You Scored as Submissive
Submissive 100%
Exhibitionist/Voyeur 96%
Masochist 86%
Experimental 86%
Degradation 79%
Bondage 75%
Sadist 71%
Switch 57%
Dominant 21%
Vanilla 11%
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Well I just quit my job tonight. Being that my job came with my apartment I'm loosing that too. And to top it off I need to be out by July first. Worst part I'm more upset about the loss of my home than I am the job.
And more worried and stressed about the welfare of the person I helped care for. Ever just know a wreak is coming and there is nothing you can do to prevent it. I quit cause I can't just sit back and watch but I am stuck feeling like I should have been better I should have done more. |
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Sometimes I am so horny I can't stand it. I feel guilty that I get so horny that men look like a fine piece of meat, something to taste, nibble and enjoy. But really what's a girl to do. |
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I only Meet at Events. If that is something your to scared to do Don't Ask and don't waste my time. I am only interested in Real People, Real Time, and Real Life. |
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Saw this on my facebook.
New status update Single, Taken or
Looking for a Zombie Apocalypse Survival Partner
;) guess which one I like lol |
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I really want to sleep between 2 men. Sorry to break the unspoken rule but I'm not into sharing with women. They just don't do it for me. I like "men". |
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Polyandry is sounding more and more like something I need. Please be no more than 10years older or younger than me. Thank you |
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So I have this new desire that I can't stop craving. I would like to find a Dom that would be ok with a kind of poly group. Where he would still be the Dom but there would be another man, sub to him, but more equal to me. I don't know its hard to explain. Really what it comes down to is that I'm needy, I love attention, and I'm a huge flirt. It would nice to have an understanding Dom who won't be mad when I do flirt and the added benefit of having someone safe and approved of would be nice. Plus sleeping between them would be amazing. To bad I am not into women and I don't share well. Does this craving of mine now make me not as sub as I thought I was?
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I hold nothing against older Doms but I really want someone I can be confidant bringing home to meet my family. I know that its odd to say but their opinion of you is more important than even mine. So please be closer to my age than my dad's. Even though you and I may be the lifestyle and all it entails, and this part of my personality might be something suspected by my family, it won’t be openly known. Please understand I mean no disrespect but I would prefer to hide this from my family than to be forced to deny my submissive nature completely. Thank you for your understanding. |
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So I know its late but I am alive. I only have a little scar so I can stop being vain. It hasn't even been 2weeks and already I'm better. Almost back to normal feeling like I did in high school. I wish I could have had this taken care of sooner. I think I will be off for a while I feel like painting the house remolding a bit. |
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I got a wii fit and I am using it almost everyday. Today my wii age was 23. I am so proud I am -5 years just the thought makes me want to giggle. |
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I know I almost never write but I figured it never hurts to try new things. So this is me making the effort to be completely honest. I am having my thyroid removed on tuesday. I'm excited to get it taken care of, and I'm so scared. They have to freeze my vocal cords. The doc said its very rare to have issues but I worry. |
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Something I think you should know is that my dream my ultimate fantasy is, well god its so hard to fess up to, I want to be kind of like June Cleaver. I want the dress and the house the kids and Ward coming home for dinner. I want that dress. I want to be standing at the counter with flour on my cheek and my apron on my hips. Now I still want thigh highs and a corset under that dress. I want my man to come home and make my blood sing and relax. I want the kids to go hang out with grandma so I can get tied up and flogged cause dinner was late. Won’t tell her that but you get the picture. |
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I'm going to school full time this semester so please forgive me if i seem distracted i almost always have a school book by me or note cards. but i do my best to stay on top of things here. |
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OK i know what kind of site this. I understand that. But why is it that every guy I talk to every guy i meet, all but 1, talks about sex. I know i'm getting bitchy about it but come on there is more to me, more about me than sex. And there has to be men out there that are the same. Its a daily thing and i'm so tired of the battle. |
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I'm sorry its been so long since i've been on and active. and i'm sorry that i've been distracted with my emails. a really good friend of mine has been in and out of the hospital for nearly 2 months now. He has nearly died twice and is now being sent to the Mayo Clinic. Please keep you fingers crossed, pray for him. Thank you |
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Ok so I am no longer with a Dom but I have made some Dom friends. And I am completely enjoying the chance to learn new ideas and ways of looking at things.
I have been talking about the kind of sub I am. And through much deliberation that even though I am a natural sub that can be qualified even further as a service sub.
Still getting used to the idea but I think it fit me to a T. |
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i am currently with a Dom right now i'm just looking to learn more gain some perspective a sub friend of mine said that i really needed to talk with other Doms and he is ok with it. |
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