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kamarea

LIMITS:over 40,domme's,couples,relocating, taking away friends/family, daddys.

i am an inexperienced sub in real life but i am well informed. i do not have a Master, i am seperated and a mother and my children come first. i am looking for something online to start with, possible meeting, see what happens then. i do plan on moving to oklahoma by end of the year. i will be picky on who i choose as it is the last decision of a sub. Start as friends and go from there please. i will start with voice, cam comes later.

8/2/2009 11:11:11 PM
Fear.....

fear of rejection, fear of emotional pain and heartache..fear of the unknown...fear of embracing what and who i am and letting down my walls and allowing another inside again....fear of leaving my home and meeting another with like mind....i am far from perfect....my picture may be nice...but you cannot see what i hide....a smile that may never show...which leads right back to the fear of rejection....for my smile makes people walk the other direction without a second glance....i do not do drugs....i do not have meth mouth as they like to call it in whispers and snickers as they walk away....they can be fixed....only if it is soon though...and i will not show anyone here.  Just know before you send a message that i do not have some hollywood smile and perfect teeth...they are my curse...people say get government help...i try and they just want to pull them...i do not want dentures at age 30 when they can be capped and fixed.  i am in contact with a dentist considering on doing charity work on them...i've never had insurance..im poor yes...but i am trying...going back to school online...trying to get a job in this hell economy....but then that whole fear thing comes in,knowing what runs through others minds when i smile or laugh or anything...it hurts and no one has to say a word...i already know what they think..please dont bother me if you cannot handle that my teeth are not in good shape...too many shallow people that cant look beyond face value...i am worth more than my looks...alot more..and few will find that out for themselves...congrats on those that do....
7/31/2009 8:19:20 PM
wow slow down let me catch my breath haha
Okay, i cant reply to everyone so i will answer some questions here. First, me and my soon to be x husband are still friends, he knows of my sub nature and we have experimented in the past that is why it says 'beginner' on some things. also he would never use this profile against me.  Do not send me copy/pasted crap , instant delete.

Do not want: couples, domme's, over 40, daddys, people telling me off, to relocate, cant handle that i have kids, wont let me have friends and family.

i am not stupid and i know what to look for and what to avoid here, its not my first time. Thank you to those that have said kind words and warn me about people that want nothing more than a body to use and care not about the heart.  Yes i have limits, its called inexperienced and some things just are flat out gross.(pee/poo) and scare me (plastic wrap).  I'm not some commercial girl trying to get hits for a website with a spread of me nude...obviously i list no website, i am real and i have feelings so please dont step on them.  I am a wreck emotionally keep that in mind before you send me a message.  I am going to move slow..cant handle that, dont msg me. 

Maybe this will slow down the amount of messages...i wish i could offer what some of you want, i am sure there are a lot of amazing Master/Doms out there that dont fit what im looking for but im staying in my limits please respect that.  No one owns me until they have a collar around my neck and my submission to them.
BiAnalPrincess
 
 Age: 99
 Alexandria, Virginia