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About kabamaru
I am a 35 year old submissive male, bicurious (have fantasized by have not been with a Man yet), a closet sissy crossdresser who is willing to serve in a long term, online (initially) relationship.
I understand that there are fakes in here (female and male), individuals who just need to masturbate and cum in front of webcams but I search a different story, so please if you belong in the above mentioned categories, just do not waste your time with me.
I joined collarspace to find a Dominant Woman or a Dominant Man... who could help me understand my real needs in life. I pretty much always was the submissive type, in any aspect of my life. I crave submission, guidance, control by Someone confident, mature, demanding, caring and discreet.
I've started looking and reading about bdsm relationships for more than 10 years now. I started getting more and more interested as the years passed. Even though I have been in a few relationships (a couple longterm, other just short ones) there was always something missing. Started feeling the need to be owned, to offer and serve without asking to get back, to be controlled, to be guided. I was never the leader in any aspect of my life, obviously in none of my relationships and that was one of the main reasons that I've been breaking up. Girls seem to need a powerful Man at their side, or at least the ones I got involved with.
I got curious after researching and reading about the aspects and lifestyle of Female Led Relationships, forced sissyfication, forced feminization, chastity, cuckolding, orgasm control, small penis humiliation, pegging, verbal abuse, body and foot worship which are among the things I seem to be craving for. I have experimented as a closet sissy on my own. In the past I have shaved my whole body, wore lingerie, done my toenails and used many sextoys. That's the furthest I have been, and something left in the past, burried but still so intense deep inside me.
I always admirred dominant and confident people.
I've been involved on Second Life (the online game) where I have a sissy character, and I am also a member at fetlife.
Willing to share more, as in personality, appearence etc. if S/someone is interested
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