Since I can't get over my sordid past and be comfortable in a real relationship, maybe I do just want a "sugar daddy."  Haha. Jeeze. Well, at least it would be something. Does someone want to buy me things for the hell of it?

Looking for something fun to do in San Antonio! I'm here for a few days..maybe longer. I had to get away from where I live. I might need somewhere to stay after I spend a couple days in this hotel. Any suggestions?

I'm looking for someone who would like to travel with me to Mexico in late March or early April. If you're interested, love to travel, and have the means to do so...maybe we could go together?

Someone easy going with a witty/dark sense of humor, please. I want to have a good time :)

Anyone living in San Antonio right now? Do you have an extra space/ wi fi internet and want me around?

Anyone wanna buy me a pole so I can learn some new moves? :p

And don't message me saying "You can have my pole for free ;) ha ha ha." I already made that joke in my head. I beat you to it!

Update on Vegas: It would actually be nice in someone could go with me from Austin to Vegas. If we get along, that is :) I want to be there between June 18th-19th (at least). I'd be staying at a specific hotel for the event I'm going to. If you wanna come just be ok with me attending this thing; we could of course do other things, but I'd have to go to some of the meetings alone.

Hi, looking for someone who lives in Vegas, or nearby....I'm trying to get to Vegas for an event between June 18th-19th. I could stay longer if I knew someone there.

Anyone in Austin? I need help...my parents house is a nightmare! I need to get away

I'll be in Arkansas this week if that means anything to anyone.

I just recieved a hilarious message from a guy on here who was whining about me not writing him back. "YOU FUCKING UGLY WHORE,  YOU COULD AT LEAST RESPOND TO ME....OH WELL, I ONLY WROTE TO YOU OUT OF PITY IN THE FIRST PLACE." Etc. That honestly made me laugh out loud ^.^ This guy can't be too bright, though, if he's serious. I'd expect someone with 20 plus more years of life experience than I to have more intelligence and class! Le sigh. Someone should tell him he's searching with the wrong keywords.

Still frustrated :( This is getting so depressing... I need somewhere to live other than my parents' house. This place is driving me nuts. It's so hard to find a new place/move, though! I've been looking.

I WANNA BE SEDATED....seriously!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8FxaJKm9sdI

Someone was mean to me when I was out earlier ;( I bought some rainbow thigh highs so now I can feel like rainbow brite, but a sort of depressed rainbow brite at the moment.

I'm still looking for a living situation, and now I feel like a roommate might be a solution? temporarily? If you live in SA or a city somewhat near Austin and need a temp roommate.....for cheaps or zero dollars, let me know :)

Ok, so no one's confused, I'd rather people over the age of 45 not contact me. A large age difference is fine with me, but I do think there's a point where too many gaps in generation become an obvious problem. Just my personal opinion. Carry on with whatever works for you if you can find it.

Haha. What's up with all the jaded, suspicious people who send generic messages saying "Be careful, your pics are being reported!"

I have a bajillion pictures of ME, all recently taken, that I could continuously put on my profile if anyone was really interested. But no way am I going to skype with some random person I have no interest in just to prove to them that I'm real. If there was serious mutual interest I would do that, sure.

 I think it's silly when people jump to those "you're a fake!" conclusions for no reason. For all I know the person messaging me could be a fake. Haha. Do your research, people. I'm obviously not a scam artist, have I ever asked any of you for money or asked for bizarre favors? Nope and nope. Joke's on all the silly people who doubt me, since I couldn't be more real.

I don't know where I'll end up settling, but for now I have a strong desire to travel and see new places! I'm itching to just get back in my car and head somewhere beautiful. Damn the cost.

Who would like to show me some lovely places? Just kidding...sort of. I wish things like that were easy and not usually awkward.

Back to being a sweet kitten, for now. Meow :)

GRRRRR. I'm feeling fucking angry and "dominant" at the moment. You know what, fuck guys who think they deserve the youngest, prettiest, most submissive girls when they have no redeeming qualities themselves.

I'm a young girl and I can do whatever I want, and please whoever I want!. Call it being bratty or whatever else you feel fit >,< If I'm going to hang out with someone, I want them to be intellectually clever and progressive and not just out to find a baby to fuck. I'm not property and I will never be owned. Roleplay is one thing, a relationship is another.

And guys who are old enough to be my great grandfather...it's fine to be attracted to whoever you want, but what the fuck? Why can't people be OPEN to dating someone somewhat close to their own age?

This baby girl just got sassy! Who can handle that? Muahaha.

I'm bored and lonely :(

Random thoughts

In case anyone was thinking "Woah, her eyes look nuts" in the second picture I have posted on here, it's because I'm wearing contact lenses that make your eyes look bigger and anime-ish. The first picture where I'm laying down is what my eyes really look like, except you can't tell that they're blue because of the lighting.

This girl needs a dadddyyy :( Meeting people for potential relationships through websites/online is fairly intimidating and scary though, and that's why most aren't having great luck on here. I'm glad to make friends though, be it online or in person.

San Antonio residents...anyone know of cheap apartments in a DECENT area of the city?

Anyone in San Antonio up right now and wanna chat? I'll be leaving tomorrow I think :( Wah.

Photographers or those familiar with modeling...anyone have tips for putting together a modeling portfolio or...are YOU hiring models for specific projects you might have going on?

I'm interested.