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M doesn't mind me communicating with others. I'm not allowed to keep emails or save contacts.  She will surely castrate me if I save contact information or emails and hang my testicles from her car rear view mirror. I'd rather not lose the boys.

so what happens when you wear a butt plug all day.  Your butt gets comfortable and closes around the plug....so when its pulled out it is very painful.  I screamed...almost cried. Domme laughed. 

M rented me out today to a new domme.  She is having me wear a butt plug all day.  we met befor my work for first insertion. Then we met a lunch for a step up in size. we'll meet again work for the next something. What ever it is i am obligated to take it per M.  The 2nd plug was much bigger than I have taken in the past and not comfortable at all. The longer I keep the butt plug in, the harder it is to pull out. I have 2 hours left in my day and not looking forward to having it removed.

I was going to stay in tonite but I got orders to wait for instructions. I'm being loaned out to another Domme.

I am invited sub for a new domme.  I am not sure if I am healed up enough. But perhaps a new domme won't be so brutal on me.

I didn't go. My body needs to heal a little more before I can take anymore physical abuse.

I have been left to my device for a few weeks while M and Hubby are on vacation.

just summoned by M via text. Getting instructions soon so I'll update later if I can.  I was displayed to M's husband to show how well I have been trained.  it wasn't bad at first but as the night progressed M decided I needed my limits tested again.

Late night phone call from M.  She couldn't sleep because her date stood her up. So she took out her frustrations on me.  Now I can't sit for a week.

for being disobedient I was loaned out yesterday. at first I was excited to be dommed by someone else.  By the end of the loan time I wanted to go back.  My body is badly bruised from being used as a kick box dummy.   Mistress was not happy that I was so badly beaten when I was returned to her.  but that was my fault for being disobedient in the first place.  A certain body part was targeted the most. I get to heal for a few days before any more experiments are performed on me.

I am being punished today just for her entertainment. I have to wear a locking cock cage all day.

Mistress had friends over for a Labor Day party. I was the butler. She made me wear a bow tie and apron and that was all.  I was more than happy to serve.  If I got excited for any reason I was punished. I kept my head down. I am still healing from the last time I was punished for getting excited without permission.

I was loaned out this past Saturday and used for experimentation. Basically used as an example for another sub what will happen if commands and orders are not followed. My guess is the Domme didn't think her sub could handle the abuse so she borrowed me to make her point.  I am not very fond of whipping while bound in a humbler.

as part of my on-going slave training I am being rented to another Domme until Mistress returns from her business trip. Thursday is my first day of being rented.

Mistress had me put teamviwer on my computer so she can see what I am doing and who I am communicating with. So far I haven't done anything to warrant punishment.

Mistress will be out of town on business for a couple of weeks so I am left to my own device. 

I was allowed a break this weekend. Mistress had me over for furniture. I was her footstool during a movie.

Mistress told me there was no way I could fail her last night. Little did I know. As usual she had me strip naked before entering her house. I was invited to the living room and we had a few drinks. She just stared at me while I sipped my wine. Then I was out like a light. I woke up belly down on the floor 2 hours later with Mistress and her friend standing over me. Both were wearing rubber gloves. My ass and penis were super sore. The largest urethra sound was on the table. I can only imagine what they did to my ass.

message:

"LMFAO....well bitch boy, while you were out, LOL, we took some liberties. Yes, I did use the big sound on MY cock. Then I was up to my forearm in MY ass.  Your body is mine bitch."

I am supposed to get a surprise on Wednesday for being a good lab rat.

perhaps lab rat is more appropriate title for me.  Mistress went up another 2 sizes with her urethra sounds. I could feel being stretched out from the inside. I'm really sore all over today.

I am reduced to being an experimental test dummy.  Mistress refined her list down to more specifics. if you want to know what I was subjected to this evening, your will need to ask me. I was allowed to leave with my balls intact but very sore.

I have become a lab rat. I met a new Domme last night. She had a list of things she wanted to try on me. He mission was to determine what was pleasureable and what was painful and what would make me try to pull away. I don't remember anything she did to me as feeling pleasurable. Thankfully she let me keep my testicles.  its a good day when a Domme lets me keep my testcles.

I took urethra sounds today. That was quite an experience. Mistress says she will make it a regular thing for me.