JP1980

If im still here, I obviously haven't found what im looking for.  Stop asking the same stupid questions.  Bored!

Just because you are intrested in me, doesnt make me intrested in you.  Sending a first message, stating that you will 'take me on', equals an absolute No from me. 

First and foremost im another human being.  I expect to be treated with respect and with a gentlemans manner, anything less and expect to be ignored or get a sarcastic message.

Im not intrested in your fantasies, keep them to yourself.

The secrets of a photo.

I love taking photos of myself. When i take them, its generally in response to a mood im in or something thats happened in my life.

When i look at photos of myself i see so much more than what you see, i love knowing that.

You get to see exactly what i want you to see, nothing more.
You cant touch me, you cant move round to see a different angle, you dont know what i smell like, most of you dont know what i sound like.
You cant manipulate me in anyway, the photos taken, its already done.
You dont know what im thinking, what im feeling, what mood im in.
You dont know what ive just done or what im about to do.
You dont know what i got up to in the rest of the pics in the series. (i generally take a whole series of photos, not just one)

I share one photo of a series because i get off on knowing all the above.

I love it when people make a comment about my expression in a photo, they are always wrong, it makes me smile.

Only i know the secrets of my photos. :)

There is an exception to this. That someone special, i would share all with him.

I dont care that you 'use' to be a pro football/rugby/whatever player.  I dont care that 50 million years ago you ran a marathon.  Its irrelevant now.

Dont try to give me training advise, i have coaches, who actually know what they are talking about, to do that. 

Most of you that want to give advice, you need to concentrate on getting YOURSELF off the sofa, i already have self motivation.

Didnt have the best start to the day this morning, cycling to work, going down a hill, approaching a large island, doing over 30 mph, theres a car approximately 50 metres in front, no traffic approaching the island from other exits, so i dont brake assuming the car in front wouldnt stop as there is nothing coming, he dosent slow down then right at the last minutes slams on his brakes, i still dont brake as i expected it to move again, there still no other cars, im 20 metres away and realise its not going to move in time, slam on my brakes, back wheel skids all over the road, fall to the left and skid a couple of metres across the concrete, the fucking car still hasnt moved, dick head, my hi vis coat, ripped to pieces, my base layer big hole in it, luckily my bike fine apart from the gear lever tilted in, but i can adjust that, my left elbow missing lots of layers of skin, my left thigh looks like its been cheese grated and lots of bruises, my neck aches as i was holding it up off the floor while i was skidding, which meant i saved my helmet too!.  Car finally moves, asshole!  Not the best start.
But broke my personal best on the way home, whoo hoo! :)