i am not sure what to say here. i am bright, well educated, and enjoy intelligent conversation. i like cycling, watching good movies and reading both fiction and nonfiction. i am mostly a homebody though i do enjoy going out for a nice dinner or drinks with friends.

i am relatively new to the lifestyle but not totally inexperienced. i served a local Domme casually, meeting once or twice a month, for about a year. i have tried a variety of bdsm activities, but still have much to learn. i would be glad to share details with those that are interested.

in my limited experience i have learned two things:

1. i love being feminized and for Those who would prefer me to be docile and obedient, this works like a charm. i was not always a submissive, but the moment i slipped into my first pair of panties and a babydoll for my Mistress, my knees went weak. i felt embarrassed and humiliated, but loved the blush feeling in my cheeks. i couldn't stop smiling sheepishly and found it impossible to say no.

2. i am not really fond of discipline. of course i am not trying to dictate. i have been told i can take a fair amount of pain and i am willing to suffer if my Owner deems it necessary. i just feel that punishment should be earned, and i don't think i'd be right for someone who inflicts pain for no other reason than personal pleasure.

the one constant is that i cannot stop thinking about bdsm, the lifestyle, and serving those more emotionally powerful than myself. i find each day that i am more inclined to make the move from casual sub to 24/7 slave.

i would require training to perfect all the domestic, personal, and (dare i say) sexual skills needed for this position. i have cleaned, washed and cooked before, but not for other people and not to their tastes. i am proficient though not expert at giving massage, but have not yet done manicures and pedicures for others. nevertheless, i am very bright and have demonstrated in university over the past four years that i am capable of learning anything.

as for sex, i do not expect to engage in sex for my own gratification, though i would love to be able to please my Mistress if She deisres oral or rimming. personally i think i should be kept chaste to ensure i know who is in control and focus on Their pleasure not my own. i am straight, but bi-curious. unfortunately my last Mistress did not feel i was ready for forced bi, so this is an area i may need to improve upon for the right Mistress. i am certainly prepared to yield if it is my Owner's desire, but i would hope for a little understanding and patient direction.

though there may be things i have not tried and some that i might need a little patience while learning, there are some things that i feel absolutely uncomfortable with. these hard limits include: no children, no animals, no scat, no blood, and no permanent marks/damage. the last, at least in terms of markings not damage, may be negotiable after spending some time together.


what i hope to find is a caring but no nonsense Lady, genetic or transgendered, with a passion for forced feminization and 24/7 servitude. a Lady who can make Her wishes known and will accept nothing less than complete compliance. someone not afraid to punish transgressions to ensure they do not occur again, but someone who has a gentle and affectionate side and likes to reward good behaviour with kind words and a refrain from punishment.

this does not mean that i am seeking a wife/mate/gf/lover or sex partner. the relationship i seek is with someOne who will hold power over me, use me to make Their life happier and easier. i do not see this as an equal relationship. i will find my satisfaction in the pleasure She gets from my service. certainly i hope i will be able to give Her some of those magical moments, but i do not expect it and i certainly do not expect it to be reciprocated.

i am also very curious about the poly lifestyle and will not create drama or jealousy if this is my Owner's preference. i just do not wish to be completely forgotten amidst a horde.


UPDATE: i am no longer available to relocate. i have a career now that i really enjoy and need to be able to find someOne i can serve while continuing to work. my situation has changed alot in the past few months and i need to review the rest of my profile. more revisions to follow.

in the meantime feel free to contact me if there is anything else You wish to know. i am happy to oblige.

joy