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journeydesired

Male Dominant, 21, Austin, Texas
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journeydesired - Female Submissive, 07024 New Jersey | BDSM Profile on Collarspace

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About journeydesired

PLEASE READ BEFORE CONTACTING ME!

Currently controlled by a wonderful Daddy
Just here for friends



Divorced,mature woman. I am new to all this but I have always had a desire to explore my submissive side. I have a very small amount of experience and would like to gain more. My ideal situation would be a submissive role behind closed doors but a normal relationship to the outside world. I'm Very Oral ( insatiable oral appetite). Yes, Im a size queen., love well hung men. Be over 40.

. If you cannot communicate more than a bloody "Hi" or one line introductions, do not expect that my curiosity will be piqued enough to return your message.
Please be local to NJ and single , And well endowed. If you are male, please be at least 5'10 tall
Willing to explore serving a FemDom couple...maybe.
If I haven't returned your mail in a reasonable amount of time. It means, I'm not interested. Thank you for understanding.
I will ignore chat requests from strangers.
NO ONE LINERS!!! Not into cowboys, bikers and bloody brutes!! Prefer Men my age or a bit older. I seek a Relationship, not play dates.
Thank you Daddy for the wonderful weekend at the beach.

To answer your question...YES, I'm addicted to your cock...Mmmmm

Daddy has requested I share this:

 

I knew the day would come when Daddy took my ass. From day one he said he would totally own me and that meant he would spill his seed in my anus. He said it was the ultimate ownership of me. He said, “when I was ready”.  

 

We had a wonderful dinner for Valentine’s Day. Wine, good food and laughter.  Once we got back to his place he kissed me and told me it was time to have all of me. I knew what he meant and probably due to the wine, I was in a romantic mood and agreed.I really did want his beautiful and magnificent black c*ck inside my most private place.

 

We kissed and touched each other as we laid in his bed. I reached for the tube of lube and applied it over his rock hard manhood. Then I heard his words instructing me to  get on all fours, ass up. Then without warning he slowly drove into me, just the head at first. As he did this my groin area and bottom started to tingle and spread through out my body.  He said he would take care of me and inch by inch he moved further inside me. Ohhhh, the pain! I began to cry. He kissed my tears and asked if I wanted to stop. I murmured 'No' and he kissed me some more. As he worked himself inside me, I think I said once more that it hurts and he said relax that he would take care of me.

 

Ever so slowly he continued to drive deeper into me and at some point the pleasure began to overwhelm the pain. I began to moan with pleasure with every additional inch he drove into me. Finally he was all the way inside me, a good 9" inside me. I felt glorious! I felt oh so womanly and feminine. His, totally and completely now. I had wanted him in me so bad .. . and now he was there. It had hurt so bad, but now he was inside me filling me it was so natural. After he was in for a minute or so he slowly began to slowly pull out and I was thinking ... no, no, don't do that. But then he drove back into me. Over and over again. I was in absolute 'heaven'. Finally after what seemed like forever, he grabbed my hips, tightly, grunted and filled me with his cum.

 

The pleasure of him and his thick c*ck pounding me and exploding in me, caused my body to tremble from the tips of my fingers to the my buttocks, my legs and even my toes. Afterwards we laid together, he told me he was extremely pleased and It felt wonderful hearing that. I cried again, tears of joy. I feel asleep in his arms.


I woke this morning to see Daddy looking at me. He kissed me good morning, spanked my ass and told me to get in the shower with him. I obediently soaped his hard body from head to toe, kissing his lips, kissing his muscled chest, down his stomach to his big, thick cock. He told me to kneel. Daddy tapped my lips with his hard cock and I immediately opened my mouth, sucking his head in my lips firmly, breathing through my nose. I just love sucking him.

 

After a few minutes of intense sucking, Daddy pulled out and sprayed my face with his warm cum. Then he angled the shower water to hit my face and admired his cum washing down the drain. "Good girl," he gripped my breast in his strong hand and I moaned softly.

 

What a way to start our day!

His lips on her neck as his one hand wrapped around her throat and the other tweaking her nipples mercilessly making her beg for him. So fucking lovely his large black hands grabbing her ass roughly and spreading her cheeks wide after slapping them. “Yes, please darling, please, please” 

“please what?” 

“Daddy please fuck me please fuck me with your gorgeous big cock.” 

“bien bitch c’est vrai"

And he plunged deeply filling her completly

I was told of a new rule today and told to type it here...
When the cock of my Master is put into my mouth and i am directed to suck it - i will do so vigorously as LONG as i am required to do so. my hands shall be placed on the tops of my thighs, behind my neck or held at the base of my back so that during the sucking i can use my whole body to display my hunger to my Master. I can only touch it with my hands if Masted demands it.
Daddy, Thank you for the wonderful evening last night. Im sore from your use.
Safe travels, hurry back home. Your obedient slut awaits your return.
I'm his...i know where i belong and intend to stay there. i love my Daddy..

 I don't just suck Daddy’s cock, I WORSHIP it. When I am on my knees in front of Daddy, a REAL man, I'm not just there to put his cock in my mouth till he cums, I'm there to pay tribute to it, to adore it, to savor the feel, taste, and smell of it. I caress it, kiss it, and appreciate it. I like to suck his balls while I look up at His huge cock from below, really, as low as I can get Because He is above me, and by extension so his is wonderful manhood. I get DOMINATED by his BBC, I cherish every bloody thick inch of it and I am in AWE of it. Thank you Daddy for your special gift.

I'm now his...lover, friend, companion, slut, whore, little girl and anything else he desires!
Haters, grow up. I'm occupied!
continued

With one hand on his shaft and the other on his balls I tried to take him in my mouth. I licked him and took him in his mouth as deep as possible. He told me to be patient.  I continued to try and please him with my mouth.  His girth was greater than any man I had been with. I was on fire with desire, like none I’ve experienced before.  Frustrated with my failure to take more of him in my mouth I began to kiss and lick him all over. Caressing and stroking him.  I began working his increasingly thick and wondrously long bloody member with both hands, increasing my grip and speed. He began to pant, enjoying the pleasure he was being worshiped with my hands. Suddenly he tensed up and let out a moan as he erupted, his cum jetting out in great arcs to fall across my breasts and belly.

I waited for a moment kneeling and then he said those wonderful words “good girl, my good girl” He stood up, pulled back the sheets and slid into bed. He patted the spot next to him, so I slid in next to him. “Do not clean my seed off you. You will sleep that way” He reach to turn out the light and then guided my head to his belly. I lay there for a moment till the light from outside allowed me to see his still semi erect cock.  It was then that I reached out for him, taking him in my hand. I heard him say “your mine now” and I fell asleep.

...I could not believe how turned on I was. I again closed my eyes and felt the pleasure he gave me till I felt a sudden sting of pain. He bit my nipple. I tried to pull away, but he grabbed me by the hip and kissed me there, apologizing for how hard he bit me. Then he stood up, moved me back gently and began to unbuckle his belt. “Help me out of my slacks dear” I moved toward him, knelt and unzipped him and gently tugged his slacks down. I saw his feet as he stepped out of the legs. When I looked up, inches from my face was his hard cock straining to get our of his boxer briefs.  I gasped for a moment. Then heard him say:“Help me out of my briefs”  As I lowered his briefs he took off his shirt and was now naked. He looked down and said” From now on you will kiss my cock before touching me. Understood?”  The words barely came out of my mouth as I responded “Yes Sir”. He asked if I wanted to feel him and I told him I did. I gently kissed his hard thick shaft and then, as I looked up, felt along his length. He was a lot longer and thicker than any man I had ever been with. I took his huge cock in my hand. It was so fat I couldn't even get my fingers completely around it. I began to wonder if I could take the thing in my pussy or worse, my mouth. He was Bloody HUGE.

 

He stepped back and sat in the chair, on the edge, as his balls hung over the edge. “What do you want?” “I want to please you” “Prove it! Say it to me now!” “I want your cock!” “And what do you want to do with it?” “I want it in my mouth! I want to suck your cock sir!”  He bent forward and kissed my forehead. “ You may suck my cock” He leaned back as I struggled to take him in my mouth. He then  took one hand and placed it on his shaft, the other around his balls. “Now Please me”

To avoid any confusion, I thought I'd continue my previous adventure. A week after I first met him. He finally calls and apologizes for not calling sooner. After not hearing from him for a few days I thought he changed his mind about me. I was disappointed and relieved at the same time. I kept thinking, What am I getting myself into. But something drew me to him. The kiss, his commanding demeanor and of course the memory of him guiding my hands to his rock hard manhood. At that moment I wanted to reach in his pants and feel his hot flesh, but I was still amazed at what I felt through the material of his slacks.

 

In our call he wanted to drive out to meet me, but I was hesitant about his suggestion to have dinner and go back to his hotel room. He did say that would be my decision. I thought about it for a while and then agreed.

 

We meet at the same restaurant. It’s warm out and a beautiful night. I wear an O Ring Halter light blue dress, as he “suggested” I wear. The length of the dress falls above my knee. I wear a lace underwire bra, and blue lace panties. White wedge sandals are on my feet. I see him get out of his car and he smiles as he walks over to me. “Hello dear” I look up at him and say “Hi Roger”, he corrects me and says ”Say hello Sir”, I do as I’m told and he kisses me. The kiss, soft at first, quickly turned into something much more urgent. Feeling his body pressing against mine. Im reminded of his powerful manhood, and how full of lust I was the last time.

 

As we entered the restaurant, we were quickly seated on the outdoor patio. Dinner was pleasant and we sipped wine and talked about the past week and discovered new things about each other. Just before paying the check he asked if “I was ready”. At that moment, I became very nervous. He explained: "From this point forward, if you accompany me to my room, you will obey and give yourself to me”. He explained that he would not hurt me and would respect the limits we had talked about during our phone conversations. Finally I agreed. He paid the check, and we headed for our cars. I was to follow him to the hotel that was just a few blocks away. I grabbed the small overnight bag I brought “just in case” and followed him in.

 

He opened the door and I walked in, shaking  like a little nervous girl. He followed me in. My heart raced as I watched him, nervously standing in the center of the room, my hands trying to find something to do, crossing over my chest then falling to my sides, lifting to my hair then down again.

"Step out of your dress and step to me."  I froze. Not a kiss, not gentle words, just a command.

Trembling fingers made the task hard to manage as I stepped forward, feeling like I had worn heels for the first time as I tottered towards him. I reached him, now sitting in a chair. I stood in front of him and he asked that I remove my bra. I did,but at first instinctively covered them. He looked up and said: “Hands to your side”

His hand reached out, sliding along my flesh and I shivered as he brushed one side off my breast , then cupping his had around me."Very nice my pet. I am pleased, nice and full."

I blushed at the compliment. He had praised my breasts many times via our video chats and I never failed to find deep satisfaction in his pleasure. He didn't mind the heavy weight of them, the large nipples that had embarrassed me before him. He shifted forward and I saw his face, as he leaned forward and took my nipple between his teeth and then closed his lips around it. Sucking and nipping me, sending a frightening streak of pleasure through my body. I closed my eyes,I was on fire…

 Sir you asked me to document our meeting in my journal...
So, we began emailing in early June. We exchanged photos. Then it was live chats and then phone calls...You liked my accent. I liked your deep voice. Handsome tall, black and a deep voice, I wanted to bloody meet you and finally did 2 days ago.
I got out of my car after the hour drive. Hoping I looked good. I wore the thin summery dress you asked me to along with the red lace bra and red thong. 3 inch heels completed the look.  As I walked to the entrance of the restaurant, I heard my name called. I turned around and you said hello Im Roger. I walked to you and you said” hello sweetie” and hugged me. I pulled you close and felt your hardness. I lost my bloody breath for a moment. I tell you  “I have been very nervous about the meeting, but it feels very good to me." You grab my hand and say “Lets eat”.

We are seated at a table for two, with low romantic lighting and no one very close by. The waiter hands you a menu and then one to me and leaves.  Im nervous, you take my hands in yours and tell me to relax. Then you say Go to the ladies room and remove the thong. Then wash your hands and return to the table. When you sit down, don't flash me or anyone, just be modest." For a moment I am stunned and say nothing. I get up and go to the ladies room. I’m thinking this handsome bloke is tell me to remove the thong that is my only cover of my shaven sex. I find a stall and remove them putting them in my purse. When I get back to the table two wine glasses are waiting. You look up at me and say “hand it over’ I reach in and try to hide it as I drop the flimsy thing in your hand. You smile and say “lets order”.

For the next 90 minutes, we ate, laughed and generally behaved with decorum. You paid the bill and we left hand in hand walking slowly to my car. Without much noticed you took my head in your hands looked down and kissed me. The kiss was wonderful and passionate.  Gathering my courage, I slid my hands down the front of your pants to feel over the inflexible arousal there. I rubbed you up and down, moaning; I was being consumed by wild lust for you. Laying your hands on my shoulders to hold me still, you slowly and deliberately pulled your groin from my restlessly stroking hands.  “Did you ask”  I apologized, you said it was all right. You were not going to take me on this night. You explained that you wanted me to go home and think it over because the next time I saw you, you would take ownership, taking me in many ways. I was trembling, but overcome with lust. "May I touch you?" You seemed surprised, but responded “yes for a moment”. Guiding my hands down the front of your pants, you pressed them against the raging hardness beneath, watching my face. My fingers swept over you, feeling for your thickness, learning your shape. I panted and struggled; I was drowning in desire, uncaring that you saw it. My small hands exploring your large hardness. “Enough for now” I was startled and backed away looking up at you almost in tears. You said in that low bloody sexy voice” Go home now, text me when you get in so I know your safe and think about what Im offering”  “if you say yes, I will have all of you” I just looked at you and said “Yes Sir” you kissed me gently on my head and waited till I got in my car. “Good night my sweet thing” I drove away, not being able to get you out of my head.

I crave TPE, I excel in delight when I control nothing (but please do not mistake me for doormat as I am simply not). After all is done, take care of me, I must feel needed, cared for, respected and cherished. 
Please don't be offended if I say Im not interested. Different strokes for different folks. Not every one is a fit. No need for name calling!

Well, my suspicions were bloody right. He had a girlfriend!! Great Cock, Bad guy!!

I mention that I prefer well hung men and I get insulting emails from men I have never communicated with who apparently must not measure up.  Anazing!!!

I sometimes day dream of being used, often  overpowered, owned and tightly controlled as ones property. property. He's handsome, Very demanding, a beautiful body with a large pleasure pole...

I am not looking for a "Fuck Buddy", a fling, one night stand or gang bangs!!!

I want to thank that wonderful couple I met. I wish the distance wasn't an issue.

Met a wonderful couple last evening. The idea of serving both a man and a woman is intiguing. Seeing them again,soon. Hope it works out as Im tired of all the fakes and wannabes on here.

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