I bought myself a rude boy and learned just how hard I can really cum.  Nothing like pressure against my prostate and vibrating for hours.  It's hard to control myself and not orgasm - but I'm training to control it as much as possible.

I haven't had a chance to serve in way too long.  My needs are building and no way to express them by way of serving You.

In the interim, I have spent time working out the best way to milk my prostate.  With either a ribbed glass toy or an aneros, I am able to milk a significant amount.  The feeling is like nothing I have ever experienced before.

In addition, I have continued my workouts to make sure I am keeping fit and getting better definition.

I haven't added a journal entry in a while.  This week I managed to stretch my ass a little with a great ribbed glass toy.  With that toy I finally learned how to milk my prostate all the while having my nipples tightly clamped.  

Still looking for someone local to serve.  I wish I could find someone.

I gave myself my first enema today.  It was a great experience and now I feel clean for my next use!

I was given the chance to further train my ass to take an 8" dildo up my ass.  Thank you for the chance to fuck it hard for you and being allowed to cum.  Thanks again Miss!

I have continued to work out a lot.  Last time she saw me she said that she was impressed with my progress.  As a reward I was allowed to eat my own cum after using the aneros on myself.

I have continued with my workout routine and am showing results, as has been requested.  I have also been told that I am not allowed to cum for a week.  I always must produce huge cumshots while using my aneros on cam.  

i find my cock uncontrollable after 4 days and not cumming.  It gets hard almost all the time throughout the day and I know that some women have noticed at work.