decided that instead of having a master, perhaps better just to find like-minded people to pursue my interest in bdsm, cbt etc...

If anyone is keen, drop me a msg...

been browsing through BDSM gear and under cock and ball toys, there is sthis called the Deluxe Humbler. just want some comments. if my balls have not been stretched before, is it possible to wear this? ihere anyone here in Singaproe with one that can borrow? I certainly would like to try it but buying it seems impossible.. 

It does seem wonderful for my Master to keep me on all fours... begging and grovelling..

Anyone?

looking at some pics of my Master and hope he can string me up like what he does to his other subs. to totally lose body movement control and to sway while hanging off the ceiling, coupled with a vibrating dildo in my ass churning away. that has got to be the most wonderful sensation. perhaps during this time, he will ungag me and replace it with his cock. that will surely make my day.

Oh yes! another finale that will make my day, perhaps Master's senior sub can be punishing my genetalia while all this is goin on. afterall, we cannot expect Master to be doing so much correct? he has to enjoy while us lowly subs suffer.

Fantacies fantacies...shall he make it come true for unworthy subs like me?

trawling for ideas****

Master wants Jasmine to beg for ideas from Doms and fellow subs/slaves on what degrading and humiliating things that Master can do to jasmine. it can range from mild to downright disgusting. My Master will have a read of the ideas and implement on his sub. a full documented process will be compiled and published for all to see and enjoy the degradation.

I feel so excited and nervous about what can be done to me. pain has a threshold and if am abused to the edge and beyond, it will mark new limits to relationship of my Master and his undeserving sub.

Please send some ideas to me so I can compile. 

I beg all of you. please help me.

If Master allows, as a sweetener, perhaps he can invite whoever gives the idea to come and watch the process. 

Dear journal,

From now, I am Jasmine as my Master wishes.

Forgive me as am born with a cock and not a cunt. With me wearing a bra, panties and a miniskirt, it is blatantly obvious that there is an appendage that sticks out too much. how do hide it from view as definitely do not own it anymore and it is grotesque to look at. wish my Master will bound my pathetic balls and cock and stretch it behind my ass so it can be out of sight and only to be taken out when Master wishes to abuse it.

For today, have brushed and scrubbed my tongue as am sure Master would like a clean hole for him to put his glorious penis. if he wishes, I also need to keep it clean as am sure Master would like his toilet clean as well.

Now wondering how should relax my anal muscles as it is so tight. the dildo causes me immense pain and as bring it in and out, it almosts causes me to cry out in pain. I feel so undeserving of Master..

I had a dream last night. I dreamt that Master chose not to use me as a toilet in his morning poop but he kindly allowed me to lick his anus and clean up. his instructions was simple. "Lick me clean as toilet paper is abrasive" take. It that he loves me so he allows me to do it. almost gagged as he sat on my face with my tonue desperately trying to lick his hole.

Its gonna be a good day.

Jasmine

am eagerly waiting my first session with my soon to be master. mail correspondence have told him what I think will intrigue my master and hope he is happy. am certain it will not be easy to please and any mistakes will mean severe punishment from him. crying from pain will also open my desire to serve and it will teach me how to listen more to prevent more tears.

As write this, it is with fear and trepidation. wish he is here with me now so he can beat my cock to submission as do not deserve a hard-on. My worthless cock and balls....Slap it, pinch it, kick it, twist it, rope it, whip it... it is up to my master's desires on what he feels can make my cock shrivel and hope to be pussy..

Perhaps its time for me to come out in the open. am male, 36, reasonably ok looking and chinese. openly hetero but with a bisexual side to me. have hidden many secret desires and it seems discreet servitude is one of them. somehow or other, just want to send some time with someone either male or female and be sexually at their every whims and fancies. so far as u guessed not having any luck. 

If there is someone out there in this arena that do not mind educating and guiding this newbie, its eternal gratitude, and perhaps the start of a truly fascinating relationship.

I treasure discretion and am sure many here too.

Drop me a line and who knows?

After some days, i think i am wasting my time.... my requirements are simple. Find someone who wants to imflict pain on another. Seems like that is tough.

I have replued messages diligently but replies just stop there.

Am i doing something wrong? Am i asking too much? Is there no real BDSM likeminded individuals in Singapore?

I dont even need to cum... I just want to be abused and used? Is that too tough to ask?

Is everyone so straight and proper in Singapore that they even go to a webbie like www.collarme.com

and pretend to indulge in this lifestyle and self gratify?

I dont care if you are asian/caucasian/indian/others and i certainly dont care if you are slim/fat. I dont care if you are ugly or pretty or old or young. I just hope that you have a nice cock for me to suck (in servitude) and that you will punish me in any way you think necessary for asking so much.

looks like no luck for me so far.... am offering a body to be abused, a mouth to suck cock and drink piss but seems like there is nothing out there...

lets see what i want..

1. X-dressed into a woman

2. Tied up

3. Suck cock

4. Anal rim

5. Suck toes

6. Mouth forcibly open to take in pee/scat etc

7. Abused into submission

8. Electrocuted.

Perhaps i am asking too much....